First to update with was a big apology for not been daily updating post. It seems that I cared too much with my schoolwork and stuff. I've got my goals setted for this year. I'm not going to compromise on my promise(:
Second, today was free from tuities in the morning, that I woke up pretty late. Oh. Oh.
Third, as per every weekends, I had to be homealoned-ed with Selena again, and that kind of bore me in the noon, not considering at night, cause we had our 'own plans' for midnight.
Forth, I've been listening to Taylor Swift's song and are graving to got one of her albums.(lol, if you had me followed up, you would have this perception that I was a little old girl. Having to fan-ed a celebrity but only listen to her songs on the net but not her albums.)
Fifth, I have added an Art Gallery at the corner of my walls with twinkling lights. Yay!
So the 5s of all that I have to summed up for my missing entries. Hope it helps to redeem.
Oh, yesterday choir was unbearably speechless. With the utmost that S1 get the most scoldings and that hits me. A lot. Though, I may not get the direct scolding, it still churns my stomach every time I think of 'choir'.
I must say that for the past few days, I have been a part-time independent teenager, who could withstand staying home solely with her sister. I must say, I, myself was proud(isn't that over praising one self? lol. Who cares?) Even though then, in few weeks, or worst-days time, they'll be additional(s) of house-member. A complete stranger whom I say, will be staying one roof as us. Well, they weren't a stranger overall. Just my relatives staying over for months, probably. But still having someone to eat and sleep in the same shelter as us, was for me, considered a stranger with the fact that they were males and to whom their room is just across mine.
Considering that, I have to really change my home-etiquette. Which is;
*eating at the most appropiate time;
*to change my eating habits of eating junks snacks;
*to watch TV at my room-only. Particularly when they have their own time favourite TV shows. You know, when it comes to the boys, sports is their only diet and habitat of their lifetime;
*to have my clothes and 'the et cetera' ironed, washed, dryed, and fold by myself;
*to refrain from tuning my radio at midnight;
*and to sleep early every weekdays.
Oh, though all this changes, I have to adapt to in months was pretty impossible to accomplish, I must abide by cause they were also pointed out by mum and dad. And by months, they've moved out, probably I'll get used to these habits.
doo dn dee ooo doo dn dee ooo- section of my choir setpiece. LOL.
I'm off. I'll be back right after reading TrulyMadlyYours.

I don't know how this entry will sound like, but it sure cause lethal death to you.
Bet me.
Oh! Its approaching February soon.
And, i really can't wait cause there'll be 2 things thats
awaits, my an-always-bulky-yet-old cellphone will be substitute to a less-eye-sore one and
second, next month, mom and dad will officially be pronounced as the shareholder of FOTO
GALLERY studio-which inverts to be our family studio soon. Hooray! Okay, fine that was a
little overdramatic, I say. Oh oh.
Actually its more than 2things to take note of if you check your calendar.
There'll be Valentine's too.
Well, actually I didn't want to have expectations much for this day cause apparently, I won't get any valentine present except from my-old-stupid-self.
Sigh.
Forget about valentine. Forget about my parents being a shareholder of a studio. Forget about me getting a new cellphone.
Now, i'm on the edge of lethal boredom.
Mom, not considring Dad, have not let me out for leisure walk, at least and I'm 3/4-dead bored sticking at home staring into wild spaces, next to my bed, in front of
this top. And when this thing goes flat, I slipped out my TRULY MADLY YOURS novel from my
backpack, and started reading chapters and fell asleep unconsciously till late morning when
I realized my side lamp was still on and went to off and continue the unduely sleep.
How boring could it get than this? Super boring, probably.
P.S. Maybe having to know you was ultimately a mistake.

"Syarafina never have a happy ending". In the very beginning, I heard them. So don't repeat.
Everytime I tried, the result is always disappointing. If I had known better, I wouldn't have listened to anyone.
I felt teribbly terribly sick last night that the lights seems to fade off. I told myself that I could hold on cause school have 3 more days before the weekend, but my body system, interpret that I need sufficient rest. After hours of non-rest out from home, I fainted back to my bed and couldn't have anytime to keep myself awake for the rest hours last night. It was really hard to keep awake especially after got hit by 2 assassin strangers on the way back home on the train, squashed by passengers in the train(especially when you're the only one female amongst all the males squashing you. You couldn't have imagined further.), with a super heavy-loaded backpack, frantically searching for one silly stuff at 3 different venue and just could't find it and with a peak-high fever and aching body. If didn't hold on on those moments, I guessed I might have collapsed.
Thank God, He have watched over me.
Last night, couldn't have explained further. But today, I've missed and misses school. At every period of time, I keep thinking each lesson they might have had fun with while me, in the bed all doing is lay and awaits for each hour of medicine. Plusplusplus, today I should have gone for Choir and to account for, I missed to practices this week which includes yesterday- and that dreads me of Miss G.
I need to find somebody who can't sleep at night
I want someone who sees me all the time in their dreams
And then wakes up thinking just of me
Now I just wanna be
Overloved
PaulaDeanda's line.
Oh, that's an ending for my entry. Ladadidada.
Have a great happy, ending, blov-vers.

Apparently, I'm so addicted to b-skins, resulting to the constant b-skin changing. Well, if you have notices, my links have suddenly shrink to this little quantity. Those links displayed were what I recalled back from previous. Its in real random order. So, pardon me if your link is not updated. Would much much pleased if you could tag me your link so I can re-update that section. And speaking of tagboard, God! Mine's sinking to unpopularity soon. I wished you just spam and do whatever with my tagboard. Its no sarcasm, its desperate-ment. Its been like a week my blog-tag have gone grave silent. Oh yeah, I'm tuning in new song(/s). Namely 'too little, too late' sung by JoJo.
Alright, byebye.
P.S. I doubt you even want to hear me nor notices, so let it be.

Gipsy good!
Its been like centuries since I logged in to Friendster, and serves me right-I've lost my account. That just deserves on me. Lol! So conclusion:freindster will be left on hiatus for a while lot more cause I have no mood to have to check and get back my account. Anyway, friendster is useless. Hit me.
Okay, baddie day at home. Yay. My statement of the year.
No mooooooooooooooooooooooood again.
So blov-vers, don't get on my back.

P.S. Got news that OOMA's mother fell sick last night. Oh, how's she and for especially he? I'm bed-dead worried. OOMA, worry not. Your mother'll get well soon.
P.P.S. I can't believe you got jealous(and if you think it was OOMA. oops. Big mistake. He never did. Its someone else. Someone thats too secret.)
P.P.P.S. And I was beat back by how you changes overnight.

No CSP today so just end school at 1:30pm. Went out from school with Asyura since she had HMT though today, and thought I couldn't have done better for in staying in school and need to babysit again.
Bought a novel(and that worn me out 10bucks for it. My books edition is having limited stock already so I need new ones) from Popular and rushed back home. Indeed, Selena don't even need a babysitter, especially a sister as a her babysitter.
Today, was seriously nothing really captivating to write about. But I guessed, I should update more on this blog onwards, since its been in hiatus for quite a moment, and Lord, my taggie are grave silent(as known).
Tomorrow's for Choir again, and bet to it, have an hour or two of CIP before Choir pracs started. If this ever continues on, we might not even have the taste of doing CIP work-just like a year ago. Okay now, what? I've almost done with my schoolwork(anyway, its only english if you count for the hand-ins) except for revising for Science-that was my God, already 'last minute'. Well I did my revisions for the last few days and that wasn't enough to boost my confidence for tomorrow's Science check-in test.
Oh, 'the' aches have revive back again and I hate to say this: I can't walk. Not just muscle-aches, its the brain-ache. I can't seem to have a focused on one situation. That was a little overbaord, does it? Oh, its fine.
Pretty well, blov-vers. Thats just for the entry.
I really wished all my dear blov-vers and non blov-vers to have a wonderful day(though its approaching night) and wonderful dreams.

For grave goodness, a GENUINE sigh. Yea, chinese's lesson was over for the week. Firstly let me tell you, the teacher was no better than a f-r-y-g plus english illeterate equals to SYARAFINA's illerate. Yes, he pronounce it as Sayfrina which was no better than Vena. Big question mark. Is my name too heard to be spelt, too complicated to be pronounced? Then like, wharddd.
Not just me, plus the others. God, I thought, this year's could be better but, whay, my hopes sinking. Plusplusplus, he can't really translate into English Language, and for reason after another, how could things get worst than this? Apparently a China.
2 hours of misery where, when I have to endure with the-teacher-that-just-couldn't-get-my-name-right man. For this 2hours of misery in my life, I've known for the better how the rest of my TuesDays and ThursDays 2009 going to be. Don't hope any A1 or lest, A2 this year. I'm so going to flunk Mandarin. Big exclamation mark.
So honey pretty please: people who really topped in Chinese, do offer your help. I need a tutor(which for now, is hardly to find). Pretty please, anyone???
P.S/ If this's the beginning, then why does it seem to have ending?

Believe it or not, I prefer having my time on in school than back home. Pretty honey please, don't think otherwise. But imps, seriously I could barely smile at home. Everyone just's trying to make me feel where I belong-which is in my room. I don't feel that kind of warmth anymore and everything I heed to, they bull-ed in and trying to temp me up. How much could I handle but walled up?
I seriously think that having someone under the same roof's as yours doesn't mean they will protect you under the rain and shine, instead they invent one for me. It just doesn't seem to right in the first place. Well, you might not want to care about this but it really was external internal torment.
First of all, everytime I fell sick for few days, they will never shown a minute care but while Selena was having a puny winy cough for less than half a seconds, they start to trouble themselves and me, for the purpose, to fine her medication. With just left me under the root sickness, not just will I be left uncured, as well as my heart.
Okay, the reason why the cancellation, was that I didn't feel to express any further but just to get you to the idea, I'd quarter-ed it. Oh, how I really wish I would have someone's shoulder to lie on and to embrace me for the need of warmth and care-which I really do need it terribly now.
Sighsigh. What more could you life be much better than mine? Let me tell you at least a kilometre better.
Now, goodbye and enjoy your happy ending.

Okay, this is a make-up post to cover all the days that I should have post an entry. Sorry sorry sorry. And if I repeated it thrice, I, really mean it.
The reason, OOMA. As simple. Lol. For simple summary brief, my late nights, coughs, sicks, aches were due to this guy.
Okay, lets start with what I am supposed to start.
I always thought that I alon to endure this dire pain. But no. I'm with someone. And that someone is mum. I didn't know that she's been having Flobergamia for the past few days. Its really hurting to see her on this dire straits of pain. Wonder why I've recently observed her changing.
Okayla. I might seem to have bordered too much about someone else that I care less to myself. A preferable note to one and all: Classmates, Schoolmates, and mates, for the sake of this few days, please and please I begged you to stop asking me to do your homework. I've done a much more than a lot homework that I was really in for having this high fever, due to staying up late night and only have a less than an hour sleep during school days. I know it seems a little unfriendly but seriously it was neither for my own concern. Due to my unconditional states now, your homework might not be at good state either, so it won't difer more.
I must seriously say that I can't hold up anymore to this so-called torment. Well not so of a torment. Don't wronged define me. I am truly sincere in helping you guys but my 'true sincere' attitude have lead you to learn nothing. And if it really affect you somehow, I am really sorry.
Now, I can't even reassure when I will get well back, cause it seems that I didn't just fall sick physically but mentally, internally too, if you could understand what I'm trying to convey.
Dad asked me this morning after picking me and Selena from tuition;'What is the incurable sickness in the universe that couldn't be cured with any specialities or medicince but words?'
I didn't answer cause obviously I didn't feel like entertaining to anyone's tittle-tattle then.
He then answered profoundly;'Well, its "LoveSickness".' Since then, I silently listen to whatever Dad's response was, and abnormally laugh and Selena looked at me with teeming questions sort-of faced. Then Dad give me his smirky look,'It couldn't be that (OOMA's initial name) that you are smiling aren't you?' With those blush responses, I knew I'm in for it. What could be better than having to hear this guy's name that could make your day better. Nothing but OOMA. And, thats oh so drama.
Sigh. I guess that's the ending fot today. I don't know to put this ending as in 'the happily ever after' ending or as in 'the miserabily ever after' ending. Sigh. Maybe, thats a puzzle of my life-unsolved.

This is just an entire lifetime embarrassment. So embarrassing that I never wish to come school tomorrow. The object of the humiliation, apparently, me. The part of this humiliation, mum(and that's supposed to be an exclamation mark at the end). The future to this humiliation, Ms Shidahhh. And thats the word.
How in the whole world did I ever do something like that and so which that both, yea both.
So yea. Oh yea.
Boy, forget it.

I've not been acting myself all day. Selena even nudge me. But whay!
I felt so and so down today. Ask yourself. Okay, confessing wasn't the best solution either cause its a temporarily but permanent problem face by a 14year old me.
Well, to start with, its Day2, 2009. And Day2 was probably oh my bad.
Everything went completely absurd and wrong today. Is it a big criminal to have to help one's? Then, why bug? I don't need your excessive concern cause it doesn't tick you a purr nudge. Couldn't the expectations be a little, least more reasonable. She keeps thinking that I was never a better being than her, which to start with, she disobeys her principles. Forgering, cheating, vulgaring. Couldn't it be worst than mine?
I was merely stating facts down here. So pardon me. This 99.99% that it got nothing to do with you unless you live under a godzilla cage. Its definitely not my dear blovvers, or else, I wouldn't be inserting the 'dear' before it.
Okay, back to today.
Today? School. Home. Lunch. Rest. Kumon. Home. Rest. Merely just all for today. As noticed, there's a repetition of rest up there. Well, this of the fact that I had late nights again. I tried hard sleeping within hours but boy, its a mutual habits of me. I can sleep early unless I'm really really really exhausted, or else.
You know what blovvers, my life was always 0.001-at least- worst than yours. So pretty honey creamy please, appreciate the life God's given you cause apparently, my life was sinking. Goodbye, beaches(I didn't mean the other pronounciation. It Beach-es. Well-informed?)
P.S}I use to be an always-to-be teenage girl. But now the girl grew up. I'm well, an always-left-to-be teenage girl.

Today was all that I could explain; fine. A perfectly fine day leads to a perfectly good heart.
Just gotten back my Avicenna result and yay, I obtain the 3rd position in class. But, 3rd out of odd 18people, wasn't good enough in mom's eyes. But well, its my first year in Avicenna, so at least, I was.
Case closed. Now, what? Uh, uh. I've done my job at the kitchen. Yes done. Next?
All I must say, today was just fine. Fine that its indescribable.
Oh, thats all? Yea, that's all. I'd ran out of points to post down here.
So, till soon, blovvers. Daaa.

I was reverted back to happiness, yeah tonight. Because of you-know-who!
Again, the happiness couldn't have been a lot better.
Thats merely all for today's post.
Anyway, got some proverbs I abstract from Taiwan drama again;

Have you ever heard of the deep resounding sound of a bouncing basketball which touches a person's heart?
this is the most sweet-sounding war drum in the world.
it triggers a person's high spirit fighting spirit.

That's just all blov-vers. Forever and ever, you'll be my bloggers-loved.