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♡ today's such a mellifluous wonders.
Thursday, April 30, 2009, 6:59 PM
 That's it a red mark on my 2009 SA1 Chinese paper 2. Yea right. I'm sure to flunk and fail this freaking exam. And I swear under your manicured toes, I'll work hard starting from after MYE for Chinese. I promise. I don't want to flunk. This'll be the last red mark for my record.(Blov-vers, if you think my standard Chinese is nugget-easy. It isn't. Its as high as the P6 standards right now. And by sec3, we were expected to compose a story. A story, you knowww.) I'll make sure I learnt every single Chinese vocabulary that banked in my brains and practiced at least 10 of hanyu pinyin in my ex. book. I will and I must. Okay, skip for the latter part of the day. This morning, we had a temperature taking exercise and guess what, my temperature shoots up till 37.6degr and was asked to go to the hall. Was the first student theee. I was then asked to sit near a fan for better ventilation to cool myself down. Nadiah and Aida were there as well. But oh oh so well. My temperature decreases to 37.5degr. Such a huss fuss for that period. Sigh. This epidemic disease Swine Flu has given the world the idea of this kind of thing. Sighsigh. Art, was next. Followed by recess break and I ate buns again(I need to save up, okay) while studying my xin zi. However, I find it really pointless cause they say they've touched till chapter 9/10 and whattt, I'm still in chapter 6. So I dug my book aside, finish my bun and head up to class with Asyura. Had 4periods of Math and yet mission impossible. Later, MT. After then, rushed back to class for History make-up lesson and everything started so then. I wasn't really giving my fullest focus as I'm too much concentrated with the time. I kept glaring at the clock and after 2 onwards, I bothered on Dillon, keep nudging him, asking him for time. Lorddd, if I known the exam would turn out like this, I tell you, I don't even wish to bother the time. However which, Dad still reprimand me and yet adding to the heat, he didn't brought my phone along. I was furiated at him that I push my opportunity to get free meals. Serious, at that period in time, I wasss so worried for Chinese exam and all. So yea, Dad, I'm soorrry. Today, indeed was a real blessed day cause of you. And you never knew how I yearned for that ages ago. Thank you. Whoever, if you think its you, then let it be. Cause, generally everyone makes me feel lifted today. Pour une fois, j'estime que j'ai appartenu. En raison de toi. Merci. Son dur pour exprimer avec des mots, toutefois son facile quand je parle mes pensées. Vous m'incitez toujours à croire aux souhaits. Souhaite qui et viennent vrai. Vous savez, aujourd'hui, je me sens spécial. Dans toi. |
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♡ why do you race through my red lights?
Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 8:34 PM
Today's fine. Very fine. Infact I ended up taking naps in the afternoon. Lol, great ain't my time management?
Ohwell, everything's just a reoccurence of yesterday. I'm feeling like throwing up right now. Really. Oh. That'll be all for today. Night blov-vers. "Lord, I'm so going to flunk Chinese too-morroww. I've skip classes fgs. Oh, just pray for a miracle. OhmX100." |
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♡ when i'm losing ground;
Tuesday, April 28, 2009, 10:14 PM
Okay I find it really really unbelievable. Whatever the case, I couldn't post what I meant on this blog. Its cuss, personal.
B-right. Asyura, what am I to do? I just hate it. enough with one dilemma. Ohhh. Sophomore year seriously muy sucxz. How in the world would.. right okay, wdvr. Ignore. Just ignore. Its the best answer to everything[?]. Okay, I don't knoww. Serious, this topic is so old. Moving on. MT paper1 was like English, manageable than paper2. Alright. Sor-rry. Now its like a week and five more days before History's. And I'm struggling to finish with my History notes. I'm almost done. Really almost done, until (fill-in-the-blank). Lord, its so addictive. So. Addictive. After MT paper, walked with Jane and Regina to Admiralty. Its cuss, drizzling, however without umbrellas we just storm through the rain to Admiralty. Regina, was ohmygod, addictively cute. Lol. Had our lunches in KFC and saw Maria, Sheela&gang in there as well. I end up coughing 5bucks over a meal today. Bad bad bad budget. Let me tell you, I've always said that I want to save up, however tempting things like this, just gives my money off my hands. After lunch-inq, headed home. Said goodbyes to Regina and board the bus with Jane(preferably, we talked a load lot*smiles*). And laaa, reached home at circa 2pm and dad queried me for my late return. I explain things to him and he just went 'oh' and do his stuff. Lord, my return home everytime always aren't welcoming. Sad thing, I lied that I haven't eaten yet cause if he knew I ate outside, he will start nagging about the carbs I gained from outside fodder(haha, learnt from English paper2. lol.) And so I had to forced my stomache to fill in more meal for lunch today. Thats the consequences for lying. Serves me right. Right. Well, now, rushing through my History notes and get ready to go to bed. I don't know, just feels as if History's exam's tomorrow. Wwell, not. K, blov-vers. I'm turning in sooner. Love ya'll. |
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♡ its getting further from crest journey.
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I'm sorry. I kill your day. |
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♡ F3s-flunkflunkflunk/!
Monday, April 27, 2009, 6:52 PM
 Bad word for flunk: FAIL. Let the red ink says about me. Lorddd, I'm sure to flunk English. Okay, at least I'm in the know that I won't do well. Paper1 was indeed boosting my confidence to go for Paper2. Howeverrr, Paper2, my marks went strainght to the drain. I'm seriously am going to flunk English paper. Just wait and ohm-see. Okay end of post. Its MYE blov-vers. You wouldn't expect a good long post from a girl-who-knows-she-'s-going-to-fail-one-sub-and-still-post-an-entry-in-her-cuss-blog. Dadeedoo. B-right. Blov-vers. GEE-TEE-GEE(gottago). Bye and loves. S.fina*// P.P.S//I don't want to be your picture perfect pretty girl who's got nothing to hold your heart. |
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♡ A.P.O.P.I.I.T.W.O.A.H.L.Y.B
Sunday, April 26, 2009, 5:04 PM
A.P.O.P.I.I.T.W.O.A.H.L.Y.B
= A person of possible interest if things work out and he likes you back. I just don't know. Would you find this whole drama stupid or amusing? I. Don't. Know. Suits you. Really. If I were to ever placed in the unlucky side of my life at this area, so be it. I'm going for ever to return to the lucky side. Really. If things would really work out the way, ohwell, anyone wish it'll be, then wouldn't life be so meaningless cause you're being the queen/king of everything you wish. I don't know anymore how to explain this fact thats im-possible-completely. I've been going round in circles, finding excuses for my own self for the true fact that its evidently inevitable. Boy oh boy. I'm trying. I even threw(yea right,Dillon, threw.) that Valentine's gift that's meant for you. Dearly you know I've tried. Hard enough that I fall deep down. You never cared. You have never did. I knew, in fact everyone elses actually knew. However, its this oldbelle me who never accept. Fine, I never want to know anymore. And its enough to say its TheEnd. |
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♡ you see, its impossible.
Saturday, April 25, 2009, 10:35 AM
 like the memoiree, this photo'll start to fade away. This photo was edited, mine you. Oh, anyway. Okay, now sitting in front of my crappy lappy, posting an entry is just as equal as wasting time. Alright fine. I promise, work work work. And work after this. However, tuition later. Lord, counting the numbers of days left, MYE start alrd. And with which the paper I dread sitting for starts first, amongst any all. I bow, I want to pass this paper. Not just pass, I want to excel in this paper(boy, at least this once). English language is the utmost important. Lyrrr, if I flunk English, ready for my death ceremonial. I'm serious, if its just only MYE I failed, what question you ask for EOY, *sigh*, thats worst. Oh, but there's nothing I need to polish for English at this last minute hour. Really. Nothing. Unless, there's miracle falling down the sky the night before Monday. God, I pray to you, bring me to fortuitios on Monday. And halt me coughing and sneezing. Goddd. My.Oh.My. I gotta to go. Tuition's next. I dread. Lol okay, blov-vers, love ya'll. |
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♡ rasyidah.
Friday, April 24, 2009, 5:33 PM
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♡ the end~ooma.
Thursday, April 23, 2009, 4:41 PM
 Together, we're worlds apart. Enough, I won't preceed in liking you anymore. Thats it. No more OOMA. And once again, my heart will crumble like anyone, however, I'm sure it heals in no time. I'm sure. I don't wish to resort to explaining such personal matter in this public blog. Maybe its time to start being a little conservative at this area of my life. Perhapss, everyone is right, in the first place. Oh yea blov-vers. I haven't update about our SYF results yesterday. Ohm, ohm, ohm, we got Silver. Okay answer your doubts? Moving on. (if any, just tagged me blov-s♥). School has been in great turmoil. And I've lost control. Right, very right. Midyear's start next week. I'm really really struggling for revisions. Really. Right fine, I guess I won't continue on rambling on unnecessary stuff up here in my blogg. God, I'm tired. P.S.// So we live our different lives. Goodbye, OOMA. |
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♡ two steps back from hopeless.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 6:50 PM
 It only appears solo red when its yours. All right. Choir matter now. Riii-iight, its tomorrow. SYF's tomorrow. It may be an ahh-inq response or yay-inq response. But I prefer the latter. I'm excited for all you could speak for your matter. Ms.Grace was so very zest and perky. And, oh its just so fine for a day-before-SYF choir practice. Andandand, I can't wait for SYF tomorrow. However, I'm still not sure if my pumps would be accepted or not. The thing is that it have beigedandblack linings on the side of the pumps. Last year's, the soles were already worn out so I had it threwn away. And mum yelled at me when I mention regarding my choir white shoes. And finefinefine, I decided to just wear that pair of heels tomorrow. Okay, whatever for that now. Speaking which, my throat are recovering however, the process of recovery is veryy sloww. I hope at least I don't cough anymore from tomorrow. God, imagine coughing in the midst of singing. Thats a no-no for me la. (Fina, what are you thinking?) Lol. Whatever the case, like what Ms.Wong said this evening, tomorrow must be our bestest performance. And I will achieve to that expectation. And I'm sure will all the choir. Sigh, the day could have been better if OOMA would, sigh. I think I should start to think wdvr about this. The topic's so lethal. Okay, blov-vers. Signing off right off from here. Ohm, *meditating*, give me luck, hurrr-yy up. Fine, logging off. Misses for the long-lost updates blov-vers. Love regards, Fina. |
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♡ cause i honestly believe they do.
Monday, April 20, 2009, 7:26 PM
Have I really lost your affection? |
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♡ fear is the enemy.
Sunday, April 19, 2009, 2:04 PM
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♡ like the window through your heart i see.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 8:56 PM
 I'm not the girl. And there's no boy here either. Lol. If ever there is, I'm not going to be like her. I daren't to. Okay lets not talk about this. I'm sick. Of. It. Everything now, lies in the hand of one person. I couldn't bare to answer any of this questions no more. Everyone left me. You shine through other's eyes, you shine through their thoughths, however, you shine through my heart. Despite all that ignorance, I'm pulling through, trying to know you no one will ever does. But, I failed. I'm really sick of it. Goodbye's the word for this ending. However, you still shines. |
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♡ everything's just oh so stupeed.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 6:44 PM
Yesterday I had a stupid dream. About a stupid girl. Living in a pathetic stupid world. She, stupidly fell in love with a boy. One stupid sunny-then-raining day, she starts feeling stupidly that she shouldn't have loved this boy. For one thing, yes she shouldn't, another, she couldn't, and other, she mustn't. Then she have this stupid feeling that she ought to confess to the boy that she likes him and ought to forget him after then onwards. However, her stupid thoughts conquered her heart and emotion and she step back towards her intention. She felt really stupid and kept herself to silence about the boy from then on. And she lives stupidly ever after.
Okay, that was supposed to be a lame dream. I mean stupid dream. Fine, its not a dream. Its a story-real life story. About me. Yea, me the stupid belle who fall in love. Oh, I started to find this whole thing ridiculous to be true that I'd code it-a dream. Get back to the day. Godlord. I didn't perform well in choir today. I've just recovered from my bad ache(s) yesterday and today since the expectation's gone higher, I'm loosing off the ground. I don't intend to 'slack'. Its just that my mind are too vary-ed with things that's been taking place recently. How I hope that this year will past and move on. With many things thats taking place, I doubt I could stand anymore. *Sigh* Guess I signed off here. I don't want to take you into my deepest sorrow anymore. P.S.// I called your name. You never turned. What does that shows? I tried my best to be less assertive. I failed. You're still inside here. P.S.S.// I found out already. I'm sorry, I'm sure I'm not yours to be in your innocent heart. I don't want to gave disappointment to your high hopes. You're far better than anyone and that I ever expected. To all, I couldn't empty anymore space in my heart cause ultimately there's only this one buried deep inside me. I'm sorry. To all. Never think of me- again. |
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♡ nudge me from the figment of imagination.
Monday, April 13, 2009, 1:09 PM
Alright. She did it. Okay, they. Again.
Though I smile undeniably on the outside, however which, in the inside my heart breaks, okwell, aches. A good daughter listens to her parents, if lest, her mother. And that's what I'm doing. Ohwell, last 2 night, mum asked us out for a family date since its been a hefty long time since we ate out(thanks to the pulverized sink region). We went to J.P. shoppingmall to and ate our dinner. (Couldn't have imagined a better time to get lost in the mall itself. We were making rounds and rounds in the mall but still couldn't find Banquet. Yet still mum realized that Dad has taken the wrong route. Oh.but.oh.boy. We finally settled down and get sits only after almost 20minutes of searching for that particular cuss restaurant.) Me and Dad ordered hotplate, Selena ordered her conventional carrotcake and mum some cheesy fried oyster omelet that tasted more alike to omelet. And mum, keep noticing phantasy's that she keeps vexing me over OOMA's name and asking sarcastically if I'm reverie-ing OOMA(oh). Afterwards, mill around the upper deck storey and found a JohnLittle's sale. Hehe, I bought an evening posh rose-d dress. Afford to buy only a dress. My.oh.my. Its merely cough me $7.99.(Lol, I'm saving up for pardon's sake.) We headed back to the multi storey carpark then to head back home. Was walking together with mum when she suggested that we waited downstairs instead of climbing the stairs again. Phone-d Dad and we stood standing at the main entrance. Here's what we talk: me: mama, do you really want to migrate if you had accumulate sufficient money? mum: yea. why? me: nah, just asking. mum: you know what sweetheart? i even want to migrate now if i had the chance to if not because of you girls. me: ohm. why? mum: mama and your papa already have big goals in mind. we intended to open up a business outlet in trans marine. me: great. Its not my heart that speak those words. Its my brain and literally my mouth. Its never great to migrate. me: but why don't you just stay in singapore? mum: honey, you particularly know how our affinity with your uncles and aunties. you see tante yaya. she migrated because she couldn't behold that great bonding within here in singapore with her family. me: oh. i thought we interacted well? mum: you think so? me: erm, but... mum: maybe if we migrated, we could stay with your tante yaya and her husband for the meantime before our business goes on smoothly. that saves on our accommodation budget. you think? me: huh? if that'll makes you and dad and selena happy. mum: but you're still in your middle school. humh. we'll discuss this with your dad later again. Dad rang us and hollered over the phone for waiting so long when he's been waiting at the wrong venue from us. My mood soothered then on. However which mum went to rub into the salt. mum: oh you see our daughter daydreaming for the (th) time today. dad: probably thinking of her (ooma). me: no! says who. Iwent all red and Selena add to the humiliation by telling mum what I wrote on my diary. cuss. mum: how i wondered that guy have attracted our daughter that she even thinks of him day&night. me: whardd. mama! no. dad: no boyfriend. instruction understood? me: oh. I stare at the side window, silent all journey and doze off after then. The day ends et cetera then and I went to bed gazing over OOMA's sunflower that stood on my window pane. Proudly taking place there. Perfect. My day wouldn't be better without your existence. I still think of you): |
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♡ i messed up the fairytale endings.
Friday, April 10, 2009, 5:19 PM
Went on-phone with Asyura earlier.
God. I'm dead bored right now. I'm almost done with my assignments but then still have loads for tuition's. Had HomePractical test yesterday. I bet I get the utmost bad marks. Con-firmmm. Anyway, I'm seriously hungry right now. Mum left us with chicken porridge. However, I only take one bowl of it in the noon just now. I've been all hungry since last night. Idontknow. The food all was tasteless. I know its not the wrong of the food. Its just-myself. Boy, everyone's enjoying and I'm pathetically mourning. Bright, I'm getting too restless that I'm all loosen up and making such a fuss over a stupid old wardrobe with Selena today. Lordddd. There's practically nothing to blog but then I needed someone or at least this blog system to rant on.(Okay, Ms.Shidah said its not appropriate. A reason why I went all the way to Jurong-alone-to buy a mini porch ed diary for personal use. So much of all, I won't be blogging as much. Anyway, MYE is approaching and I'm way from catching up. I guess its time to buck up. Well, its been such a hectic week. Now its the last day of the week-day and week-end approaching, that should be a great blessing. However however, another week of 'torment' is boy approaching. *Sigh* Blov-vers, Iloveyou. Goodbye and have a nice weekend:) P.S.//I still heart you for making me believe in the true of affections however, I feared waiting for your impossible answer. P.S.S.// If you ever read this entry, I beg you please, to know that its you. |
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♡ that simple song.
Thursday, April 9, 2009, 6:52 PM
Sometimes I wonder How it's gonna feel Will my first love be true and real? Will I be ready when my heart starts to fall? What will I do when my love comes to call? And my daddy tells me that I light up his worl' Every day he says, darling, your my best girl He tried to teach me from the very start The meaning of love So nobody breaks my heart Will my love come in a bowl of fire? Will it be filled with hope and desire? Will my love come in a pouring rain? Am I ready for the joy? Am I ready for the pain? Am I ready for the boy? Am I ready for love? I know I'm not a little girl anymore Cause I'm feeling things I never felt before Sweet sensations, and anticipations Calling comotion to my emotions And I hear the words my daddy said to me He said be true to yourself And keep your spirit free And love will find you, One way or another Be good to yourself And be good to each other It's a run around the world And it's moving so fast Though I want to find a love that's gonna last A love so strong That it can withstand The weight of this world In the palm of its hand Am I ready for this game? Am I ready for the stars? Am I ready for the bliss? Am I ready for love? |
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♡ love longueur.
Sunday, April 5, 2009, 11:00 AM
Lets just begin with the fact that it has been like ages since I updated th. blog here. I'm dearly sorry. Partially, I'm offline for school camp.
Ohkcawxy, got to really update noww. Its been like days since I last updated and its already in the April. Before that;- (/Ohmygod, Hazirah. Its ridiculous if I were to tell you this. Cause I doubt you'll read this entry. Ohwell, I saw him. Yes, him. "Syarafina's first childhood beguin♥". I saw him in NBS's and he's doubtlessly, positively as charismatic as before. With his burning red cheeks and wearing his calisthenics jersey on his tanned-tone skin, I highly doubt he's single right now. I must frankly make an honest confession here Moving on, I hate to talk about the topic further. Camp issues right now. Day1:All of us assembled in school in the morning with uber great gigantic bulging camping bags. Everyone were hesitant to be separated from our own classes but then ultimately we have to. I was placed into cluster7(we were the Congos) and super cluster-ed with cluster8-resilience- as well. I'm teamed with Asyura, Regina, Valerie, Maria, XiaoJun, JiaJing, Abigail, Alicia, HuiYun and Michelle. I realized that we were with the NAs and the NTs group too, so it makes us so much like a class already. Our faci was Eika(but then it ended up that Heedayah was with us too) and she was awe-suyme. Afterwards we boarded the bus to Labrador Adventure Centre for a level assembly. We were, I guess, amongst the few last bus to reach there and so by the minute we reach there, everyone else arrived. We moved to the hall and had the opening ceremony going on(which was some passing of school-made torch around the borders of the hall). We then proceed to the Serangoon Stadium while the boys stayed in the campsite. Didn't know that the journey almost took an hour of our time. I sat with Valerie, near together with the rest of the members. Me Valerie Asyura Maria were all singing in the bus contributing part of the noises. Valerie voice was very-like a prosinger. Godd. Upon reaching at the stadium itself, god, I couldn't have described the weather better: its baking hot. We started with fencing and our team did grrr-eat. Everyone played a part in the mood. (One comment: they look so cute in their 'astronauts-like suit w/ fenced head'.) Next it was soccer and I was darn a diddly at it. I swear. I'm never good at the name of sports involving balls. Next it was Javelin, and worst. Not a score. We did bad at this and its especially humiliating when the other teams did well. But ohs. Next it was floorball(or you'd called it hockey?). I hate this part cause I'm not contributing anything to my team except for the pathetic one goal. Awhh): The sport carnival for the day officially ended then. We do our cheers before heading back to the campsite. Everyone was tired. I slept together w/ Regina on the bus. Half of the journey, I lent my shoulders for her head while the other its the reverse. Though, we didn't really enjoy our 'sleeping-in-the-bus' sleep to the blame for some noise-producers behind. Reached the camp, and the boys were all changed and bathe while we were still in our stinks and sweats with the typical fagged look(its worst than one-week phys ed lessons). Lunch-inq, then were darting for shower since we can't stand the humid no more. I even bathe with Asyura since we were scurrying to to catch up with the time. Afterwards we assemble back to the canteen. Dinner-inq. Did reflection and stuff afterwards proceed to the mini quadrangle outside our bunk block and do planning for the next day's campfire night. They boys wasn't cooperating so we hard a hell of time getting everything settled. So everything left loosed. Supper-inq then were ready for lights off. I choose to sleep on the upper deck since the spot received the most air(hehe;;). I loose all my energy for the day and were all prepared to get a night-tight sleep. Though the lights keep flickering on and off and my bunkmates were chattering and chuckling away, ended up, sleep later that night. That night officially ended when I sung my last line of WhiteHorses in the back of my mind before I shut down, snoring. Day2:Woke up at 4:30 since the boys were grave, making a load lot of noises that I just wanted to throw my head-pillow on the door(anyway, were planning to wake up at that time, so it would be a thanks also-for being a contemporary alarmclock). Afterwards change into our PE attire and went down for breakfast-inq. The boys were off to Serangoon Stadium by the time we had our breakfast. We stayed in the campsite this time to play Archery SepakTakraw Kapadee Handball. The Congos weren't as hype as yesterday cause we didn't get enough sleep. All were half-dead. For Archery, I could only scored 3-4 centre score only, blahh. SepakTakraw was worst, cause I was separated from my own team(I volunteered anyway, cause ultimately no one wants to move) and helped the other team. Kapadee was next and it was a purpose game to make us love the mud more. Though, our team lost for both games): However, we did well. Everyone tried. Last it was Handball. Pretty typical game like Captain Ball. We won two-third of the games. Ended everything approximately by 1 and the boys were back. Lunch-inq then continue with Telematch! . Started with Waterbomb. No comment cause I don't really get the game's purpose. Anyway, I only got to throw 2waterballs. Which was heaven pathetic. Next was PassItOn. The thing is that we had to pass it using our mouth(only) lining up in alt boys&girls. In good luck, the passing was a success. Though, the solution in the cup have this permanent pungent smell that won't take off. Next was connect4 and I didn't take part and were half-sleeping. And went dead inside. Went to shower right next. Again, I bathe with Asyura. Dinner-inq , followed by a get-ready for campfire. It was blasting party-ing. I couldn't say that our cluster rocked the night, the other cluster's were too, but I must comment that then was a real night of my sec.life to remember(it was a great relief that mum&dad didn't turn out for the campfire night. orelse.) Lights off at 11. And end the day with OOMA in thought<):> Day3: Woke up at 5 this time. Bathe and stuff. Packed our camping bags. Many of my stuff were all still wet and so I dunk it all in a plastic bag and that cause my bag to me overload. I skipped breakfast due to bad aches(a combination of all the aches;-head-ache, stomach-ache, body-ache etc etc). Afterwards, we had to clean and brushed the toilet till to its spic&span look. Ohwell, I didn't do pretty much load of the work. But then Eika told me to brush the drain with strand/s of hair wiggling(lord it takes more effort to brush it off, you kno.ow.) Then at some point in time we ended the cleaning up and everyone gathered for mini games. Retardd-d! We even saved up a quarter of our drink and end up pouring water at one another. Howbeit, per contra, Mr.Siva halt the excitement. Then the cluster8 joined us and we played games-after-games. A prolong-ed speech by Mr.Siva. Board the bus back to school. Sat beside Regina. Had my breakfast then in the bus(had to thank Ian for the MexicanBread. I'm only famish when everyone's satiated.) Doze off till school. And aye hala.'School sweet school'.We're back in WRSS. Had choir practice afterwards. I was reluctant to go(in fact everyone does) but then its pretty consider-ing enough cause it've been cut to 3hours instead of the usual 6hours. I was half-hibernating in the midst of rehearsals, but yea then, musted my energy (but then still I'm aren't trying. bohy!!) and get back to real worlddd. Everything ended at 5(when it was supposed to be by 4:30) and me Joelyn Atikah board the bus back home when I saw XinYe in InterChange. We board the same bus and chatted till the 2nd stop and wave our goodbyes. Then I said, my day pretty ended here. But the bad thing was that no one's home and I don't have my housekeys. And so I pathetically waited for all more than half an hour and mum and Selena came. God, and I'm having a day of my day. Bathed and went to bed till 8 and dinner-inq afterwards online-ing and boo-yaih I slept. I really had to tell you, in fact everyone. Its a real due fact that I keep noticing 'S' stares. Asyura, Jane, Regina and Valerie, you guys knew this. Please pretty please I hope in came to a no longer extend where more people knew this. I've been seeing him for the past 3 days in camp and I must admit his secret stares. I couldn't help to believe that he ehems seem to have a feast on me. I don't know how long this have taken place but as long as I know it has been, okay one week, or maybe more. But since ever Jane told me, was then that I realised. God, he can't be as so obvious does he? Mygod. Its not that I hated him for feasting on me, but its just that I don't want anyone to get disappointed. I don't knowwww. *Sigh* I'm soh-ryy. And Asyura, I really dream of 'S' last nightttt. Ohmygee. And it happen soo real. (dearly for Asyura**) auto message: syarafina's currently eating her dragonfruit. and its awe-sucxz. |