I had a definitely g r e a t day today.

So, Ms Grace ask the new Choir Committee out for an ice cream at Marina Square and had this really amazingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg "lunch", you can call it. Hha. MM, we had mudpie(s), ice-cream float, and a perfect cheese fries to sum it all up. Perfect. What a great treat I swear. I mean, the price explains it all too. Me, Sheela, Illya and Huda, then headed to walk around the esplanade only to find ourselves actually for the train station. Got a little lost along the way, but that was when I really had a good tour-town walk with my fellow peers. I mean, when was actually the first time I went town-touring with my friends???? God, ask my mom. Poor Huda had to experience a bad touring though, with her helpless heels and blisters getting on the way. AWWWH, and hungry Miss Illya practically searching for food(cheesecake at first then, when we fina-lee found our way to a train station, she got herself something else), the day hadn't been any better without them, with dear Sheela but of course.

OKay, now it's late. And I've got no energy to post any further details about today's. Just as descriptive form, wonderful. What else.
Ohkay, so my plan to actually complete a few of my holiday assignments tonight, failed. Well, you can't blame me. I came home at 7++ and got really tired after all those town-touring. So yea, plan: postponed. To tomorrow, I hope.
And seeing, to what that had been discussed with our dear, but only, Ms Grace, suddenly the thought of being part of this new committee, actually getting the chance to lead our dear lovely choir, got me all pretty excited for a start. Hhah. Why had they choose me out of many, well I'm sure they had reasons behind it. And for that, Imma not going to disappoint them. Yes.
Be The First. A slogan not just for the Committee, I figured, perhaps, it'll be good, if it'll be for me, TOO.

K, nights! I'm sleeping already.
BYES.

The feeling of completing a book spells w o n d e r f u l. Especially when the book got adjectives plaques of "beautiful" all over it. Indeed was a beautiful story. Girlfriend Material by Melissa Kantor: D

Alrigght. So yesterday, went out with a couple few of the SLs. Caught a movie at 4 after grabbing some lunch at McD. We were practically debating on which movie to watch. We settled for The A-Team. Let me tell you my first impression on that one. Err, some lame action movie? Ohwell, yeah. But god, dude, you have to really be on seat and watch that movie, to really fall in love with it. Haha, I swear. With Sheela sitting beside me, Friday evening with my lovely SLs, wasn't even to my slightest regret. The show's awesome. I just gotta say this. I love Mi/yrda ♥ He's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, mygod. Haha.

Okey, so I kinda past my curfew last night. By half an hour at least. But I had a great time, of course. Well, I hope tomorrow's Choir Committee treat to ice-cream by The Highness Ms Grace would be as well.  But the sound of Choir made my stomach lurched so much that I can purely throw up any moment now. I missed a couple of rehearsals already ): But not intentionally but, of course. Just things with Council and Choir, clashed up and stuff. Yeah. So hah. Out of my fault. Ohwell, but I still have a new piece to worry for. Yes, and when I meant by new piece, I mean, NEW SONG. Oh yeah. The Choir's up ahead of us by a song yes. God luck to me, Sheela and Illya. I hope that we do a speedy catching up before next Tuesday's rehearsal. Andddddd, GAH. How can I forget, there's a Choir Farewell Party to worry for, TOO? Besides with me being the new part of the Committee, a lot, and I mean A LOT, of involvement is required here. Oh, gosh.

K, I still have a pile of untouched holiday assignments, to NEXT WORRY FOR. It's practically, the "practical" thing I can do, besides worrying for all those above.

Oh, it seems that this weekend will be the last weekend of the holiday most of you will be enjoying. Well, as typically, many will be struggling on completing the assignments the last few days before school reopens. Ermm, for that, good luck, but still DO enjoy your holiday as much first. :)
Daa, blov-vers<3

SO. Went over to visit The Neighbour today(and when I meant THE Neighbour, I meant Malaysia. Well, I know I'm trying to look overly-smart here but by saying I went to visit Malaysia, seems kinda, I dunno, non-classy? Haha, okay, whatevvv, me and my lame imaginations.. anyway). Gosh, I was so cannot sleep before today la! Haha, too excited, I guess?

Fortunately, all those early alarm clocks ringing, seems all worth it because we managed to clear the causeway without getting stuck between traffics. Orelse, if that happens, you would not want to know the story with which mother-daughter fights. Trust me, it happens all the time, ANYWAY.

Mum, decided we "play around" City Square since it's the least distance she could bare walking(note: MY MUM CAUGHT A BAD BAD FEVER FROM ME EVER SINCE LAST NIGHT, oops. But somehow, she managed to get down from her sickbed off to someone's country just to make both her lovely daughters smile. Or maybe get some fresh air off a prison?).
It was circa 10 in the morning and the mall looks shopper-less(or shall I say, Malaysian-less?). Head straight to the buying of movie tickets. The only thing that pulled my morning mood down was, sure, we're watching A movie, but.... I AM WATCHING THE SAME MOVIE, JUST LIKE I DID 4 DAYS AGO! How unfair can life really gets? Well for the matter of fact, my sister have this power of wanting something and she actually GET that something IMMEDIATELY so too bad for the sister(me), I have to (watch the movie, again, I meant).
We practically rushed to the movie hall as soon as popcorn and tickets were bought. Boring... So, the whole time, I'm actually narrating the storyline to my sister. Only at the last part, I did shut up a little because A) it's The LAST PART which means a climax of a story and I don't want them to go wasted watching a movie that is less-suspense, that kinda thing, (or maybe) B) I was frozen up by the low temperature the hall have gotten me by the last hour and couldn't care less to continue being The Narrator anymore to the princess.
After the movie ended, mum had to rush to use the washroom(I dunno, but this kinda sound familiar to me? Ohyeah, right! My movie date with ESTHER. Hahaa, gosh, totally the same scene recurring.) A little of mother-daughter conflicts going on in between. MMM. YEAH.
Next stop is all-the-mighty Food Court. Had our fill there and start mall-touring.
I was nagging on some stupid customized designed t-shirt that cost a durn RM50. Then, I saw this reaaaaaallllly cute Polaroid galleried on some department store. I swear, it's nothing but adorable. True, I agree with mom it looks very toy-like, but it really cuts out the perfect image of my Dream Camera. I mean, Polaroids are cheap, that was why I can't be all too dreamy about having a DSLR camera. But, sigh, what do you expect? I still can't own them. Mum says our shopping budget for the day must be below RM 200. Well, the thing already cost half of the budget price D: Too bad, say goodbye pretty little Polaroid.

Towards the end of our tour, we were playing this game where we matched up every guy that is at sight at least a metre from us, to either the 3 of us(well, the idea came up from me of course when we came passed by this SUPERGLAMOROUS BRIDE SHOP and mum starts on the clouds-forming on imaging me and Selena on those gorgeous wedding gowns and stuff). Our first target was relatively disappointing. And on and on and on we went. Haha, I ♥ that moment a whole heav loads.
By the time we clear the custom, it's almost 5 and people are practically filling the queues.
We were home by 6! All beat out, I just threw my laundry in the machine, pick up some fresh homeclothes and jump in bed. Got a book to read before dozing off and actually dragged myself to do some laundry work.

I actually had quite a day to blog on. HMMM. K, perhaps holiday only started to sound good to me, (unfortunately, but) ONLY NOW. Haha, anyway. I'm gonna spend every bits of it as precious as forever cause once school reopens my heads into book already. No more ME TIME anymore. SO yeah. Fun and entertainment should last as long as possible for now, and that also meant a lot a lot of beggings to my mum.

Pray me luck, love :D
Do enjoy your holiday but don't forget our dear teachers have assigned us holiday homeworks, so that just means you HAVE TO complete it, okay. I know, I understand, it's very heavy to lift your dear fingers on a pen and start on work, but my dear blov-vers, homework is a priority here. ANNOUNCEMENT EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO'S READING, complete your holiday assignments as soon as you can cause you wouldn't love the idea of rushing it at the last few days of your precious June Holidays :D
Love<3

P.S. The movie mentioned above is actually The Karate Kid.

I just hate the fact that life pretty much sucks for me at this period of time. I just hate the fact that I've been slugging in bed for hours just cause I got tired of trying to figure out some impossibly unsolved math questions. I just hate the fact that I am, honorably, wasting my June holidays like this(well, you wouldn't want to imagine what I meant by this). AND I HATE THE FACT THAT I GET HUNGRIER EACH AND EVERY SECOND EVEN AFTER I HAD MY MEAL HALF AN HOUR AGO (!!!)

Mygoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Another 12 more days and this misery shall officially end. Ohwell, lets hope so. I know many of you are dying for extension of holiday periods, but I'm telling you at least be less selfish can? This girl right here, is dying. Well, conclusion is: The Only Reason Why I Have Been Living My Teenage Life Finely Is All Because I Am Surviving Through Coming To School Each And Every Day. Oh yes.

But look. Look at what the holidays have done to me. I have grown to be gaining some fats in my body and a stupid zit that cannot get off from my nose ever since LAST WEEK. You know what irritates me more is I AM PRACTICALLY IN THIS WHOLE DANG DRAMA ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I must admit, I dislike that one fact very very much D: And the lamest thing on earth someone could come up with is that the days I am not free, PEOPLE ARE ASKING ME OUT, while the days that I can practically make houses out of papers, NOT A SINGLE FINE SOUL WOULD BOTHER TO ASK ME OUT. Oh, how perfect. I feel almightly friendless right now :(

But on the bright side, at least I got Melissa Kantor's good novels to keep me off the bored shore. I am just in love with her makings. A lovely fairytale-plot storybook read by a perfectly blase teen-age-r.
And, having just a perfectly fine best friend around me, even for the slightest moment at least got me a little happier. 

"He broke up with you right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fake low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he'd always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. He dragged "i love you" out of you, didn't he? Yeah, don't deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night. But we both know he slept like a rock. He made love pictures that were just sort of 'bleah' before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don't they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it's okay to cry. And referring to him as an "asshole" is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you'll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. There will be the "one times" and the "I remembers", and once you think you're over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he'll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you'll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn't believe it either, but I'm starting to. The most important thing though is don't let him know he have hurt you. Don't let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don't give him that satisfaction. Make him think you're completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don't smile. Make him think that he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him. Cause right then, not only will you heart glows, happy, but his heart will start to shatter, start to... regret."

Sounds familiar? Not bad huh. Pretty good. I love this. Well, in fact, true. This happens to all girl's life. Trust me or not, IT DO. Even if it never, I'm telling you, it WILL. Hah, at least I've got a good experience once :D
It hurts to fall OUT of love. But believe me, girlfriends, once you're out of that circle, you're free. And the feelings nothing like a happy bird. Yeah.

Right. So I miss all of you. 2 weeks almost ending soon. And guess what. I've barely touched my assignments. Only completely done with the one that you had to care about the environment like dear Geography. The others, that will prolly much requires a lot of reading-up beforehand like dear Physics and Chemistry, those that requires you to sacrifice the Earth, prolly only because you have to make use of papers like dear Math, I HAVE NOT TOUCH EM. Thanks to my prolong fever past week.

Well, for now, I can pretty much say................................................... I've recovered yay. 81%. Well, the other 19, is the cough and flu. What a bug. FYI, if you're concern about the 1 percent, well it is to give you guys' hope that HEY, I'M RECOVERING. Over 50 already okay! OKay, shut up be happy, MOVING ON.

Tomorrow plan was to go out with dear ESTHER. Uncertain still if last minute changes will crop up. Ah, hope it won't. I want to go outtttt quick. Staying at home, makes me seem so unsocialized. Oh come on. Even internet are boring now. Mygod, I just typed that. Hah, yeah, but true *winks*.

My mind still in whirlwind. A lot happened lately. From me being sick to a discussion that's affecting my teenyears. Ohmmmmm.

K. Let the mind whirl. Imma starting on something now. Daaa, blov-vers!
Muahzzz, misses.

6 more godforsaken months. Really, it's just going to be a few more blinks.
Right now, I'm just trying to carve out the best of my moments.
I love her, more than anyone else now. My only hope of living, my only reason of living. Yes her. My ultimate journey/goal in life is all because of her. We fight, quarrels but never in each other's heart had we ever hated.
I'mma gonna work hard. For her. Study hard. For her. Ace. For her. Be a proud somebody. Yes. I. Will.
I don't care the life that we'd be sitting through later on, I don't care if humiliation surfaced along the way. All that I care is a happy life with her. Yes, her. And I am certain, very very very certain, my decision won't waver. Not even a single inch in thought. Never. For the woman I love, n e v e r.

I've been in bed since 8 last night. I got terribly terribly like TERRRRIIBLY sick after the Council's farewell party yesterday.
It must have been all those cryings I supposed.

Rightttttttttttttt. So. I can't use my phone plus got limited time on the computer. Great or what. I feel like a living zombie now. No more good food. Cause for all that I CAN consume tasted like hospital food(well, not that I've ever tasted them). And all those medicine, eww? Can anyone please remind me why I need to eat them, oh besides trying to get well? Oh yes! BECAUSE, I've been eating those godforsaken pills for the past 5 days and still my stupid cough have not resided. GOD!

Okay, bye blov-vers, gtg, headache attack is back! Pray for me. I want to get well soon, fast fast! D:
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA<3

P.S. OH YESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BUDDY'S A COUNCILOR. GOD GREAT NEWS :D HAPPYY YEAH. (Special note: Buddy, sorry, I practically ignored your presence yesterday. I was sick. I know that's not the reason. I'm sorry. God, what's keeping me from talking to you? Alright, when school reopens. I, do, dearly want to know how, from 35.5% to a 100%. K, much loves, I'M SO GLAD YOU MADE A RIGHT CHOICE *winks*)

My nose is like a fast-flowing tap water. And my cough isn't getting any better either. It's threatening you know that. When you are caught sick, there's very limited things you can do. Oh dear, especially, now, during the Junes'. GAH. How pathetic. This is the post-camp effect. How great!

K, another 5 hours of rest. Hoping to get well sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon.

I miss camp. Heaven, loads. My god.
True enough, I don't really know how to sum up this 5Day4Night Leadership Camp into a nice entry.

The first day was pretty much more of a "classroom" activities. Leader was Max. My team's TOOTOOs, together with HanLin, Rasyidah, ZhiGang, ZhongHao, Huda, Max, Kelly, Eunice, Danish, Amerlin, ShiHui, Kaisin. BUDDY-ED WITH HANLIN. Facil was Gerauld :D
We had Tug of War later in the afternoon. Awesome, I tell you. I admit that I went for the 2nd round only to see if I'm able to take up the difficulty level. True enough, the 1st round seem kinda tough but I managed to poach myself to go for the 2nd. I swear, first day already caused me to have bruises, aches and muscle cramps all over my body. But the results turned out to be worth it. My team won. YAY, TOOTOO, oh YEAHH!
Later at night, after dinner, Danish and the other 3 volunteered leaders were sent for panelling. Well done for HengTing because their team won. We got the last position. I'm sure Danish would have done well up there too. Well, what'd you expect? It was his first time doing the "enlisting".
Day 2, everyone's pretty much on Camp mood already. Got a little bit too excited for paintball.
I was on field twice only -the tryouts and the those-who-were-working-backstage rounds. Well, I thought the others are much better than I am in this, so I backed out. Well, gotta admit, I was laidback a little too much in this. ZhiGang led us in this. GUILT GUILT GUILT. I pity those who were in for the game rounds. Bruises were practically inevitable all over their body. AWHHHHHHHHH. Must have been hard on them. GAWD. My poor buddy got shot heaveanyeah a lot of times. AWWW AWWW POOR THING!
Our team won, and all the credits are for everyone, except me(THIS SENTENCE IS NOT JUSTIFICATION NOR SELF-BLAMING. IT'S A FACT = HONEST = FEEDBACK = SELF-REFLECTION = SELF-NOTING). Yeah, except meeeyyyyyy. Anyway, GOOD JOB TOOTOOs!
On the way back to our resort, I had a (relatively) "good" talk with mua buddy. God, HanLin are never generous in compliments and love to give me that kind of smirk. Hmph! Hhahahaa, he was one of those that did the team proud. Well, but of course. I saw those bruises myself. Poor thing. I love you buddy!
After dinner, we had this Feedback Session. I cried. Only my dear TOOTOOs understand why so. Hah, it was a good cry though. I managed to let off a lot of things. Thankss guys :D

The third day fina-lee came. 3RD DAY: ROPE DAY = "r" for responsibilities. Yes, I swear since from the sun rise till the sun sets, it's pretty much rope activities. Lol, organized muchhh. High elements in the afternoon.
Me, Kelly and Zhonghao were leaders for this.
I led the team for The Vertical Ascend. Sadly, only 6 of us get to gain the experience to climb up. And, duh, I wasn't one of the six. We gained 63 points in this. Salutes for ShiHui who managed to pull through, in her "unwell" state and chose to be blindfolded. CLAPS CLAPS. I participated in the flying fox. LOL. I didn't even get a point!!!
Treetop Challenge next. God. I'm soooooooooo not a Mastermind master la! We're moving pretty slow on this... I got it correct eventually! HanLin went up. Honestly, I actually do want to try out. I mean, it's a once in a lifetime thing. HanLin was just good at this(in fact, that dude, is pretty much good at everything), so it's kinda of no challenge for him. Dang it. Could have my chance up there. I was pretty much shouting and yelling up "transfer", "HanLin, you're okay", "come on HanLin", "speed up", "you're doing great", "careful". Yes, and I literally meant S H O U T I N G.
At the end of everything, everyone was tired and I got a little bit too moody. But HanLin cheered me up a little. AWWWW, SO SSWEEET. My buddyy. Hhahaha.
For dinner, we had seafood. Had a little buddy talk on the way to the restaurant. CONVINCING in action. Ah. Try convincing a mule head. That's how difficult to convince our dear HanLin. After a wonderful seafood dinner, we head to go for a fireflies boat trip. Most of us end up stargazing instead. There were like millions tons of them. So beautiful. Elegantly shining on the darkest canvas you called the sky. It was like the beautiful night ever. HanLin was pretty much engaged with conversations with Rasyidah, so I had a little more time on my own. Thinking about heavenyeah a lot of things that had happened when one moment, Rasyidah saw a shooting star and I had my head turned and wished for it. Wish for thingsss I'm dyingg to take place. To sum up the day, it was like heaven. I felt I could stay in that place for ever.

It was already the fourth day and my thighs and knees weren't really in a good state of health either. What was more, we're having our al-the-waiting 8 hour trekking at Mt. Panti. AHH.
Mounting up was tiring and I must admit, there were many junctures during the trekking-UP that I got a little less-motivated and felt like giving up. However, the team's spirit and my buddy's presence made me more than motivated to reach to the top. On our way up, I guess we're just too enthusiastic to echo every single thing that HanLin said. HAH. But as the trip gets longer, I guess, I just shut upp.Getting more tiring.
We fina-lee get up to the peak. It was a wonderful feeling.
We had lunch up there.
Trekking-DOWN was the best. Hah, I FELL 4 TIMES(or perhaps more)! HanLin left us, halfway D: Well, he had to. He's wanted! I was helpless without him. AAWWH, MY BUDDY! It was raining halfway. By then, our only goal is to reach the base before it gets darker. No choice we're already under the heavy rain.
My group was the last to get back to the resort. HanLin was already there by then. BBQ-ed.
The Legendary Night of exchanging jewels, wishes, hugs, and teardrops ♥

The last day turns out to be the ugliest day ever. FOR ME, at least.
Dip into the waterfall. I wasn't in any better mood. Kinda hate how's everything eventually coming to a stop then. How the camp ended abruptly like that time. Tried to hold back the tears.
Went Jusco afterward. Ate at Kenny Rogers with Sheela, Maria, Illya, Max, Deanna and Ms Lim :D
Spent like RM43 just on my lunch. The drink wasn't enough though it was Iced Vanilla Caffe Latte. I swear, I was like hunting for another one(cheaper that time) after we finished eating. YEAH, THAT THIRSTY. The "free time" was barely even 2 hours. I had a hard time trying to find things, possibly, GOOD FOOD to bring back Singapore. Sigh... End up, spent another RM5 on an Iced Coffee. AH, since my first step-in into Starbucks, iced coffees are like my best friend. Hhah.
Texted Hafiz the minute I got M1 signal :D Mygod, MISS HIM LA.
The bus ride home, I got a little nostalgic.
Everything's ending... No more TOOTOOs, no more Buddy Talk, no more Group Moments. No. More.
Kinda heavy to let all this go. 5days... That's how fast time flies.
I'mma missing this camp. The camp that opportunate me to voice out all that's been burying inside o' me. I'm happy glad, this camp got me a level higher to improving the weaker me were, before and brought me closer to certain people I barely even dare to smile to like my dearest buddy, HANLIN, ZhiGang anddddddddd, DEARRRR HUDA ♥

Memories of yesterday, I shall keep it for the reference in today ~