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♡ No appetite for the entire day
Saturday, May 24, 2008, 12:35 PM
I had had no appetite to eat neither to be happy.
I didn't took the sip of hot chocolate I used to take every morning during breakfast.
Neither do I had any meal in school.
And just as you might have guessed, I did not take my dinner.
Every moments today was filled with solemness.
I just felt helpless. All I wanted to do is pour everything out. But to whom? To whom?
No one will ever going to understand me. Neither am I.
God, help me out of this cruel circumstances. All I want is a happy life with the one whom I love.
But nothing is as perfect as we thought, nothing is as perfect as God. But that's my unlikelihood dream.
I have always dream that one day I would do something for someone. Something that is passed easily but impossible to be forgotten. A dream that one day will make justification and good to the people. This dreams will never going to be existed one day without help. Help from someone.
Who is the someone we would never ever knows.

I just need to relieve the pain before applying the medicine onto it or else it will get too pain to be cured.