



♡ Day of hatred-sorry
Friday, June 13, 2008, 1:43 AM
This afternoon, Hafizah sms-ed me, noticing me that our 6H's class gathering is confirmed hold this coming Saturday. But sad to tell, I had 2 class to attend to the upcoming Saturday. I had Kumon in the morning and Mindmax in the afternoon. Really really hope that the time will be after 1.30 as my Kumon ends at 12+. Simultaneously, have reason to excuse Mindmax lesson. But that was if mum and dad give me full license. Pray hard. Enthusiast as always I wanted to meet the old class again but a feeling of fear surged in sudden. I don't have to tell you this but I really, seriously fear some one's presence. A major one. Why suddenly I skipped tuition class just to be present on the gathering day? What a stupidity to ask a silly question?! Of course I miss Them. But suddenly another voice come in saying its not them but someone. Wokehs. Zip up till this only. Not more to know non-human. Till the day I'm ready enough to confess the truth... Not more know only you and some wiki wiki friends... Shush!!!
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SYARAFINA. A penultimate Leo. 16, real triple mutliple soon.
I'm a big-time procrastinator. But hey, procrastinators enjoy life more than anyone, because they don’t worry and they still meet the
deadline. I'm weird, I run into things, I spill food, I trip, I scream about random stuff. I obviously don't have it all together.
But I like it that way. I just want to live a life without worries, where I can be me without fear of being judged. I want to let go of the past, live in
the present, and dream of the future. I don’t wish to be everything to everyone, but it would be lovely to be something to someone.
Got a problem with me? Solve it. Think I’m trippin’? Tie my shoes. Can’t stand me? Sit your butt back down. Can’t face me? Turn around. Getting tired of
me? Take a nap.
Blov-vers are as dearly loved as possible -_*
Ps/ Note to self: I think I’ll go anti-love. Really, who needs it? Butterflies in the tummy, heart skipping beats… that can’t be safe.