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Saturday, June 14, 2008, 1:13 AM
Blogger, I was baffled by the dishearten execrable news that just consists the meaning that I CAN'T be present for the gathering tomorrow. I am particular emotionally sad about this sudden hate-to-be-expected news. Why on earth must the gathering be tomorrow and the time stated? Why? Hate to confess this but; why is Heaven so cruel to me? Why? Why? Even though no one willed to hear my confession of this broken heart, you do. You do, do you? Well, impossibility is just on my side now. It just can't be re-scheduled. Why that moment, God? *cries sigh* Forget it. Its only A gathering though. Uh... but I wanted to go!!!! I guess partially every one's attending. Oh four-clover leaves, appear, encounter me now. I need you in time of need like this. Well, I keep dwelling over this issue since the moment Hafizah sent the message and now I need to blurt it out to you, if you mind, well if you don't mind I did. Mood is not containing me anymore this day. Just gotta stop myself. =(
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SYARAFINA. A penultimate Leo. 16, real triple mutliple soon.
I'm a big-time procrastinator. But hey, procrastinators enjoy life more than anyone, because they don’t worry and they still meet the
deadline. I'm weird, I run into things, I spill food, I trip, I scream about random stuff. I obviously don't have it all together.
But I like it that way. I just want to live a life without worries, where I can be me without fear of being judged. I want to let go of the past, live in
the present, and dream of the future. I don’t wish to be everything to everyone, but it would be lovely to be something to someone.
Got a problem with me? Solve it. Think I’m trippin’? Tie my shoes. Can’t stand me? Sit your butt back down. Can’t face me? Turn around. Getting tired of
me? Take a nap.
Blov-vers are as dearly loved as possible -_*
Ps/ Note to self: I think I’ll go anti-love. Really, who needs it? Butterflies in the tummy, heart skipping beats… that can’t be safe.