You know, it's already past midnight and I'm still drooling over today's. Mind are affected to today's prior Choir practice. Gosh, you wouldn't know how I miss school. Here's it its god to be back school. That sounds weirdodo. Well whatever it matters, my English is downgrading. Anyways speaking of academical issues, I was sooo stressed up to my homework{not in the case when I haven't started, no!}, I fear the homework that does not accomplished a day off. I doesn't deserved one, though. *Sighs* I'm just worn out and here they are nag for all they care. I am bursting to exceed not if they shush for a seconds. What a throne of anger!!! Waiting the bus for like decades before it arrived{...as if the bus driver snoring away...} as always. Hated walk-home. What a torment! I didn't point on Joelyn, Liana and Huda, its just me. I'm to tempt to hang-out. Now I AM really a hang-out... Sitting for all they care, ALONE, here in my room, sobbing silently out of domed. Geesh! Couldn't resist the hard temptation. My mood is totally off today. Obviously, a reason for that BIG misinterpretation of my friends thinking I'm thinking of BFs. As if its so real. Believe it or not. Go through me, I never had a BFs ever in my life-not till now. Well, I don't know why I kept wandered off to no-man's land. I just felt excessive amount of serenity that equals up to boredom in my life. Never had I ever expected a teenage growing-up life will be in this state,as you can see; boredom and descending of happiness. Now then I know what my brother felt to be aside. Speaking of him, I really miss him so much. Waiting the days for him to be back together with us is like centuries waiting. Though, he's not my blood brother, but he've been through good and hard times though he can get over rebellious, but well my family and I had always affectionate him. Wonder what he'd be like staying with his current family. For your prior notification, his family was not well brought up. I mean those drinkers and smokers. Poor him, going through and watching his teenage life wasted. Wish could be his cheerleader. You know sometimes family ties are too strong even too far apart. Though he hurt me for gazillions of time, I think that was not compared to his existence. I just missed him.
P.S I wish you were here, back home safe and sound. Though its type-written, I felt its much more personal.