I don't know what this means to be given to me??? ??? ??? Huh? Is this for me? Really for me? If yes, for what? What? Is it really him who gave it to me? Is it really for me?
Are you blind?-Sorry. I am Syarafina okay? Then why is this for me? What do you mean specifically? You gave and ran away. I'm taken aback. Godess, will you help me to know why I was given. I am so being humiliated by. Try to find excuses and be very realistic.
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this was given maybe because;
he is blind-sorry- to see that it is me,
or maybe he just gave it out of friendship,
or maybe this was suppose to be for someone, not me,
maybe he just dump it on me on account for some silly tricks.

You see, those excuses above might be true, unrealised. I don't know what's more to say but tensity and touched by reaction... Huhuh? I daren't to post this in actual but whatever, cause a blog is where confession lays so no secrets.
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