This is crazy man. Okay consider the la femmes. What.Ever.
When I'm just supposed to finished everything by now but now loads more are coming in.
Was it right to do for someone else's assignments?
First it was right obvious a demand from Runfa but then it led to Dillon. I guess I was mumerred upon saying no. Uh? But then why the good deed when I'm so in the midst of this `schedule`. Pray me so I can finish orelse? I'd take the responsibilty for the 2 guys.
Sometimes, I can't help but feeling of used by these peoples. I'd just want a smile from them. Okay, okay. Shall I promise you this would be the last time I'd do for them?
NO! I can't. I jsut don't know why. I guess this affectionate feeling grew upon Runfa.
Uh, can't believe I even wrote that. But honest, I felt kind of this secret infatuation growing deep down and thats also 1 of the main reasons I'm so-called privatig my blog here.
Sometimes you don't expect when will love leads and escapes. Its fairly unpredictable. Just like the weather forecast tech. Now, do you see any accuracy in the weather?
May I say no.
Okay, I wanted as much as I want to keep this whole crush thing when my previous crush haven't fade off.
Ouh, if only that 1 I can get off my mind telling my besties whom which 1 of them have a crush on him once. So you see my dilemma? I am trapped between fantasies. The new and the old fantasies.