Today right after school was dismissed, I felt the angst in myself. Really. Cause I have failed.(This aren't anything got to do with my results[by.the.way. talk about that one later...])
It really halt me since.
I just wanted it all to be over. And if it counts from Monday, I'd be nearly 2days overdue. But if its counts from the previous Thursday, it would be 5days overdue. Uh, should I just give it and let it all passes on?
It really haunts my thought. But there'd never had a chance for me to do so. Everytime, there'd just be a crowd and halts here and there. I've made promise to myself that it be good for over by the least end of today's dismissal. But it seems fate didn't side on me each day. It was a bad nightmare to start the dilemma with, but, I was halt back by the unconditional circumstances.

Got back results. I don't know what to leap in excitement or just bore out the results. This aren't getting any better cause I felt really a really.
I was supposed to stay back in school in help of Ms Shidah, but mum deny saying that I'd be back by as soon as possible, only realizing that Aunt Norah is departing back to Suzhou this evening. Her flight will fly at 5 but mum insist we'll be winning the dawn. So early come, makes mum wonders around the airport.
Okay, I absolutely didn't talk on our journey to the airport. Selena was busy with her my-sophomore-diary. Mum indefinitely was reading her bill reports and dad, furthermore, was concentrating on the mobileTV as well as driving. So there's no way I'd be talking to anyone of them.
Everytime I watches each vehicles passes through my sight region, it was just so as similar as the seconds passes my life then. I would would ever want to make my life as un-vain as could before I blink my last blink. Seeing the current world, processing, its really hard to witness miracle. (Passed on about my ambitions and all. Moved on.)
Right before we met up Aunt Norah, and all, we decided to grab a bite at the foodcourt at the basement storey.
Mum bought me a Porri and I ate it fractionally half and left the other half to Selena. Then Selena crave to have a western fastfood meal at the Popeye's, but then Aunt Norah was about to board off so we side our hunger and safe it for the rest of the day. Went to buy chocs mini bits at the The Cocoa Tree and buy the scrumptous white and dark chocolates at the Chocolate Factory. Was then I realized that Dad was such a chocolate-freak. He bought for up to 200bucks in the Chocolate Factory and 50bucks in the The Cocoa Tree(100g of chocs=$4).
Went back home then after went for a ski-watching at EastCoast.
That was a long list of had for today. *sigh*
1 thing, I can be happy when you want me to, but I can't get sorrow-ed when you don't wish me to.
P.S. Now it is as similar as a broken promise, boy.