Its officially 1:02AM in the morning now and as yet usual I'm still un-asleep. Partly because of this coughing disease I had since morning. I feel so tired these few days. It felt everything seems so hard to handle.
Mum sneak in without me and Selena realising. Its already the 5th day since the beginning of November. I planned to make of good time this month onwards. No more laying back as much as before. Cut down my tv programmes. Et cetera. I've so much to planned ahead me.
Well also which before, I intended to went on for a blog hiatus till the end of this week but then yea, I'm so addicted to blogging. You know, it keep me well-occupied.
Lets start the day with which my mum keep tutoring me about having the right choice to choose a boyfriend(could you ever believe those. me aren't.).
I'll tell you what she says.
`Syara, if you ever could want to get a bf, can, but you must follow mum's criteria-get those with looks. Not those cheapy look. And important of all, you should have an interrogation with them of their real famly background before you begin anything further. Also, you must not believe their words just just. You got to keep in contacts with their either male or female friends. I don't care. Also look his dressing. If he's the one that wores punky style outfit, and wore slippers when he asked you out, the best thing; leave him immediately. Plus don't get a guy with an throwing smell and with body odour. He's such a laze-bum-only then mum allows you.`
Well, not entirely complete. But within the lines, I could remember. First and foremost, I won't heed her advice. Cause I know I'm not living in the world of paradise.
Second, I neither bother any of those criterias above set. Don't tell me those cheapy look guys, those improper dressed guys aren't attached and married and lived happily ever after?
No they have their own destiny to crave for.
And, what? I'm only 13 for heaven goddess sake? How could you expect me to have a bf at this age? I'm not thinking yet now.
And for these teen age, I've never been attached with anyone yet only minor crushes before and this year the only major crush I had upon OOMA but yet, I'm so not looking forward to having a bf-yet. You can't control feelings to grow but you can control your own decisions like having to belong to someone.
At least, I'm controlling mine.