Another pathetic sister war with Selena.
I was merely asking her to "outdooring", but she went all berserking and say that she's frigging tired and won't want to out-ing then.(Whoa, relaks uh, I merely ask randomly and she takes it as if I'm asking her to commit suicide.)
Probably a daylight moodswings.
She keep a distance from me on our way back home, didn't breathe a word.
Alas, back home, she reconcile talking back to me. I guess she's experiencing dissever brain syndrome that splits her into two character in two different venues. Can't believe yea, such disease even existed in the 21st century.
Okay, back to updates.
I swear, I only slept for 4hours last night. And went Kumon earlier with all goofy droopy eyes along with big panda eyebags beneath. Because the truth was that I couldn't get to sleep last night.
Yea, I admit it that I do watch The Perfect Man all over again till 4am. But still, a normal person of at least my age would have craving his her pillows, bed and snored off, but not me, insanely.
I've been thinking a lot then. Really a lot.
I don't know, I just think my life is getting mundane as eve with the people, atmosphere. It just doesn't seem right.
Where were all my friends when I really need them the very most? Were they there when only in good times and not moments like this? Well then, maybe I should try to consider learning independence.(To the dearest bloggers who might in the conincidence upon reading this entry here, don't consider the my friends is refering to you, then that just shows your vague conscience.)
I think all I ever needed is self -esteem back. And I really need that right very now.