"Syarafina never have a happy ending". In the very beginning, I heard them. So don't repeat.
Everytime I tried, the result is always disappointing. If I had known better, I wouldn't have listened to anyone.
I felt teribbly terribly sick last night that the lights seems to fade off. I told myself that I could hold on cause school have 3 more days before the weekend, but my body system, interpret that I need sufficient rest. After hours of non-rest out from home, I fainted back to my bed and couldn't have anytime to keep myself awake for the rest hours last night. It was really hard to keep awake especially after got hit by 2 assassin strangers on the way back home on the train, squashed by passengers in the train(especially when you're the only one female amongst all the males squashing you. You couldn't have imagined further.), with a super heavy-loaded backpack, frantically searching for one silly stuff at 3 different venue and just could't find it and with a peak-high fever and aching body. If didn't hold on on those moments, I guessed I might have collapsed.
Thank God, He have watched over me.
Last night, couldn't have explained further. But today, I've missed and misses school. At every period of time, I keep thinking each lesson they might have had fun with while me, in the bed all doing is lay and awaits for each hour of medicine. Plusplusplus, today I should have gone for Choir and to account for, I missed to practices this week which includes yesterday- and that dreads me of Miss G.
I need to find somebody who can't sleep at night
I want someone who sees me all the time in their dreams
And then wakes up thinking just of me
Now I just wanna be
Overloved
PaulaDeanda's line.
Oh, that's an ending for my entry. Ladadidada.
Have a great happy, ending, blov-vers.