It was Barbie's 50th birthday on 6Feb last Friday.
Lol. I still remember my childhood years playing with Barbie. Thinking of it now, seems juvenile. Tell me, which baby girl won't be playing with dolls, at least?

Today, I just came to know that if ever mum's biggest wish was granted, I will be leaving. I mean leaving Singapore. Frankly, speaking, its partly me and Selena's wish to. But after all, it doesn't seem to be a good idea to come up with. The reason for mum's wish is that she thinks living off in another people country would seem much more secure than here though we have no relatives to depend on. In fact, thats the whole point. Living here, mum was always be the one the others depend on and whenever mum needed them, they turn their backs. It was sad to say, I'm fractionally involved. She says she doesn't feel she belongs here anymore. I fear, she loose control. I told her that, she still have me, Selena and Dad whom she can turn to.
Since, Grandma passed on last year, she have changed a whole new her. She has been more proactive in the household and even trivial matters like me hanging out with friends et cetera. She's been overly worked that has been a day she's sicked tremendously.
As I see her, I cried silently, thinking how we as a family shall lead on from then. Before, we still have Grandma to heed for advice and to lead us, but then, she wasn't around. We need to be independent. Mum start to show off her fiery mode and was being stricter to me as the 'sister' and a grown-up teenager. She seems to have put all her efforts and faith on me and I am nowhere to disappoint her anymore.
Sometimes, though physically I still have my friends and Selena, I still think that I was alone to be carrying this too-mature life.
Sigh.
This is the journey of one's life? Probably.