I've started to feel less and less affectionate.
I'm starting to hate myself for being too sensitive.
I'm feeling so incomplete. Breathless. Empty. Inside.
I hate this kind of feeling.
I don't want to start the whole sad story over and over again.
Cause then, I would be such a girl, who never feels happy.
I wanted to put my best smile. But then, they say, its too transparent. Never yet to be an opaque smile. Had, I know all this will come to an end, I never would have to shout the starting point.