A.P.O.P.I.I.T.W.O.A.H.L.Y.B
= A person of possible interest if things work out and he likes you back.

I just don't know. Would you find this whole drama stupid or amusing? I. Don't. Know. Suits you.
Really. If I were to ever placed in the unlucky side of my life at this area, so be it. I'm going for ever to return to the lucky side. Really.
If things would really work out the way, ohwell, anyone wish it'll be, then wouldn't life be so meaningless cause you're being the queen/king of everything you wish.
I don't know anymore how to explain this fact thats im-possible-completely. I've been going round in circles, finding excuses for my own self for the true fact that its evidently inevitable.
Boy oh boy. I'm trying.

I even threw(yea right,Dillon, threw.) that Valentine's gift that's meant for you.
Dearly you know I've tried. Hard enough that I fall deep down. You never cared. You have never did.
I knew, in fact everyone elses actually knew.
However, its this oldbelle me who never accept.
Fine, I never want to know anymore. And its enough to say its TheEnd.