♡ thy affection, leads not me.
Saturday, May 2, 2009, 8:20 PM
Even robots were in love. I don't believe we weren't. I knew, since then you never want to talk to me. I'm soorry. OOMA.(And I doubt you read this.)
You know, I told you before, everything's just too early. I told you about my best dreams. My best wishes. However, its the best you that I feared to be with. Indeed oh so yes, OOMA wasn't anything compared to you. And highlighted this to you last night. You know how it feels when one's heart was hurt. However it is, there's a scar once thats gee to load to be concealed. He's just cuss irreplacable. Get it. I know you won't cause you want not. I know you trying your best in trying to get me over, however, does it ever cross your mind that there's impossibility in the English vocabulary? Well, so maybe not in yours. To the extent to give you a little light, right, you halfway through my heart. However, there's this quarter left for you to go. Right from your high view, this might seem to go on very smoothly. Those who ever did manage to come to this stage ultimately fell and gave up. Would you be the another one, or would you be the first to reach to the final stage. I don't have the answer, the key, to my heart who's unwilling to tell me what really am I looking for. Jane told me that I'm holding back, Asyura somehow trying to convey her silent message that I'm just being too naive and would highly advised me to open up. My dear true self says so. Its my brain. But its just-my heart. You got to find it, somewhere unseen from where you are. Let be complicated, I don't want you to really find it. Not now. I'm not ready. In fact, I've never been. I hope you understands.
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