I guess I need a "need-to" post since its due 3days since I've last blogged. Anddd, my karma's plurk are declining steep.
Well about yesterday's Racial Harmony day, if anyone, by any chance, expecting for a photo, boo, fat hope. I don't take pictures last night.
Reason being;-
- me not bringing my cuss camera, and my phone practically is having great trouble snapping photos
- me really, honestly sick(however no one knows that):)
- me having a real moodswings(out of the frigging blue, Idont'tknow why)
- me feeling pissed off with my "BF"
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Yesterday was
almost a "blow-off" day for me.
Everyone is apparently having their own fun&entertainment, while me, sighs, unexplainably(-/ve) bad.
Well, I reiterates on the "almost" because of course yesterday wasn't a total hectic moment for me.
Some just too lovely heartwarming living things that gives me a little laugh above all my real "torment-kind-of-feeling" moment. I wouldn't elaborate on the fact that I WAS pissed her, but just an FYI;- this is the first in my history, had I ever get mad at a friend, furthermore, a bestfriend, in oppose to that, SHE doesn't knoww.
AHH, forget it.
I am seriously going to have my "Moon Day" soon I guess.
Welll, well well. Great. I've not answered her on the phone, via smses, neither through IMs,
purposely.
God, I'm reflecting on myself.I cried, unexpectantly, right before choir farewell party preparation, right outside the music room.
I dont' know what happen to me, but I just felt like crying.
I'm sorry, Sheela, I wet your dress, if.
After the choir farewell(which I must admit, was mundane on the first half, afterwards not, I guess), headed to McD, despite me not having a single cent, with my only long-last companion(for the day), Joelyn.
Joelyn totally rant on me about "stuff", on our way there and I did vice versa.
Mygod, I didn't know she have such deep impressions.
I told her to shut up on her "sadding" stories, cause to me, it looks like she've been influenced by my real bad moodswings. Lets just, then, be me who's sad, okay?
Upon reaching, she ordered for me a cup of sundae and I had my fill like anything, cause honestly, I am hungry- with no allowance for the day, I have no idea, how I've survived till this moment, at 8:15PM.
Goo.
Continue the lifetime of our stories, and told each other, how we have each other's back, no matter what, stuff like that, and said our goodbyes.
Upon reaching home, I just got to know that I'm sick.
So sick that I couldn't had dinner last night. I was so tired that I fainted off on my bed and doze off till today's SL meeting.
Woke up, all reluctant to go, washed up, showered, prepared breakfast, and rushed to meet Sheela.
And so the SL meeting goes on and I had my accordance morning and recess duties and all of us will be starting duty next week onwards. No more late wokeups(not reall there were, for me) and by all means, had to arrive in school before 7.
I'm so tired right now, and've just woke up from the hours rest after I had my medicine.
I'm sorry if by any mistake, I'd mispelt any word.
Love you all, blov-vers.
No matter whattt, I still love my wonderful, blov-vers(which is if there's anymore?)
*ILOVEYOU, MORE THAN I'VE DO.
YET, WHATEVER THAT'VE HAPPENED WAS WAY
INEVITABLE.
*IREALLYDO.