I'm sorry, I didn't update yesterday. I'm hastily too tired to.

Well here you go.
Yesterday was well, lovely. Erm, yes.
We had a little an-hour duties in the morning, where I ended up changing because where in the world would a 13yearolds and above'd play hopscotch. Then, we had a full run-through rehearsal before the real concert began at 11:40.

Gosh, I practically freaked out when my hair is still undone, and my hair straightener is still unplugged. Well, ended up using Kelly's. I love my hair when its a curl-in. Don't really like robot-straight one. They look, typical-istic.
I was all the time wanting a drink to quench my, how forever, thirst. This year, we had a pretty wonderful concept came up from our dearest most Mdm Rehana.
Overall, I guess we did great I think. Only that I totally loathe my bangs. Too longs to even look like a proper one.
Initially, I had no intention to go back to Woodgrove since its already near 2 and I highly doubt the school'll be opening by then. However, Sharleen invited me to just come along, and so yea.

It was heavily pouring in time we reached there. I texted the girls, but out of 3, only Hanis replied me.
I waited for her for almost half an hour, I felt like going back. Her 5 minutes felt forever. Whats more, I had to wait for her in the rain. OKay, no complains. Shuts.
Hanis, from where my perception take me, seem a whole different person. She cut layered short and oh how I really miss her long hair.
Frankly, I miss the old Hanis. The sweet innocent lovely one. I really really do. We spent time around the school treasuring for teachers, however to no avail. Ms Hayati was not in school again this year. For Teachers Day, I mean. Last year was because she had an oversea course and can only be back my October 2008. This year, I was told she was on medical leave. How sad is that.

Saw Vengadesh, YongXing, Natalie, Jeffrey, Jack, Kenneth. Different, no, I guess. Haha, its totally wonderful to meet your old classmates. I really really missed them. Its been almost 2 years straight now.
Venga said I changed, in what way I don't know. But I said, the quiet Syarafina broke through her shell already. And thats probably why. I still remembered, Venga's the first guy who gave me a birthday present. Hah, a handbag in fact. Whoa, I really love those days when me, Venga, Joey, Hafizah and Hongbin, were sitting together and really were talking beautiful craps together. I miss it. Very so much.

Me and Hanis didn't really get to meet all our previous subject teachers cause its already past dismissal time.
And, Ohmgod. I can't believe I saw him. Again.
I still purely hear and feel my heart thuding still, at a metre reach away from him. And for whom you'd asked, Afiq. OKay, lets just be clean. I'm going to tell you everything. After, finally.
I had a huge crush on Afiq ever since P4. Yes, when I'm still 10 years old, with that dorky hairstyle and long skirt. Yes, my first crush (actually).
Fortunately, we were classmates in P5, and follow up P6. As an idiot you think I am, I never talked to him even though we're classmates for two full years. Big Idiot, I know.
Neither did I revealed to any of my best friends about my crush on him cause I know 2 of them liked him and I just got to back out(duh-uh. Who would want a dorky person like me back then?).
I finally told Alyssa via texts, mails and letters that I actually have a crush on Afiq. We contacted each other for quite a long time and all of which, mentioned: him. Unfortunately, we lost contacts ever since Freshman year starts and haven't been talking about him.
Kay, end of a once-to-be-major-crush-of-a-dorky-being story.

Hanis saw all those guyfriends of her, Khairul, Juaini, Ishak and all, in which, since before, I'm never comfortable with. Really. Those guys are those I'm never ever intend to be close with, with exception from Afiq. But still, being with her the only one I can walk around with, I need to follow them, along. I keep telling myself: Fina, stop heartbeating. He's a so 5 years ago crush. Remember, you're so over him already ever since school closes, ever since the last time you saw him walked away? Yes, Fina, you're SO over him. And, with that, stop heart-beating.

When we finally got off their backs, I finally got a breathe to confess to Hanis, after 2 pathetic years keeping from her(Hazirah was the 2nd to know). She didn't freaked out cause its an expectant broke-out.
I took one round with her and finally got back home.
Bathed and get myself a 2hour nap.
A day indeed.

Lovely, now I gotta do my assignments.
Gosh. Daa blov-vers. You know, duhh, I love you.