Its been the previous Tuesday ever since I've updated on my blog.

Well, genius, I slept for 3 hours straight under my cosy comforter. Gosh, and now helping out in the kitchen. No idea what left more to help, I switched on my laptop and better up update.

We had TSAD rehearsal in school which last for circa 5hours from 8 to 1.30. I was pretty lost dancing the ABC song. Honestly were. Alicia doesn't seem to be helping me with the steps either. I don't blame her, cause she was vague of knowing the steps and all. I ended up learning a few simple steps and at least, it was fine, I guess.
We had a few dry-run-ons, and by the time it was the second, my energy was all used already. Thirsty and tired, all I want was just my bed and my only bed after we were dismissed.
I was practically already dozing off on the way in the bus. Hah, lucky thing there's no waiting of bus. Orelse, with the way my energy status were, I'm so going to be sleeping-standing. Oh.
End of story. I had my sleep and now just waiting for break fast hour.

To fill up my recent updates;-
- Happy 15th (belated) Birthday, to Syafiq. (Truth is, I didn't meant to post it here, as belated, cause I have already planned to post Syafiq's birthday by at Wednesday night, but I doze of. Sorry to the person, itself.)
- Hysterically, my geography test was a major huge disappointment. Stabbing myself even felt never enough to now. I'm just going to have to work hard future tests. MM. YES. I. HAVE. TO.
- Such a bad day for such a good Friday. I know. The road seems so uneven, I want to make a life U-turn. I'm sorry for that I have never been such a person to you. But please, you don't have to make such cynical stares and cold talks with me. Its ob-vious, okay. God, forget it. Its not that everything I'll say will amend anything. I just found out a person you are&were. Good day.
- Choir is freaking-ly creating a new way of warming-up AND singing. The sitting-45degree-bent-knees-2fingers-in-not-slouching position. Oh and gracious, we're going KL for the 'International' competition. I was hoping it to be like some cool country or what. Malaysia, oh justt soo lovely. I've never set foot in that place, ever. Not. *Sarcasm Alert!*
- Yes yes yes. I was freaking out the minute(s) before I need to pass you the present. God, its my first time handing a guy, right guy, a birthday present. Furthermore, a 15-year-old guy. Okay, you may just never know. Though it looks like I never cared, I was hoping much you'd love the present. I took me one night to get everything sorted out. Nevertheless, if youhad qualms over not liking it somehow, I'm nowhere to control you. Just hoped that you'd at least receive it with optimist though (:

Okay 6:40 already. Time to head on to the kitchen, back again. Fina got to practice housework-initiative, Mum commented on me last night, or is it the previous night(?).
Okey Dokey. Till now, I'll be sending off my regards.
Love you all<3

P.S. I was only hoping a good fine reply text from you, and I swear I'll be okay already. But it turns out you did not. Sad to say.

P.S.S. Before saying my last goodbye. Here's for a girl(or a lady, I shall say since she've turned a pretty 14 teenager. Anyway,) who's always be my lady forever.
I have a friend. The loveliest friend. She is NorSheela Faheen. She's not pretty. She's not smart. She's gorgeous. A genius. Indeed. In times I always felt like falling, she'd be the one being who'll catch me and fly me back to heaven's place. As Sheela-ish as her, I salute her as one people's role model(big statement). She's the one that have been seeing the dark days with me. Through out so, I never will make her upset or so. Not an inch. She'd seen me cry. She'd first seen me cry for a guy. She's first to keep me in her warmth embrace everything I felt so cold deep inside. I share secrets with her, feeling very secure, it won't leak. She shared hers too. My heart will rattle hard everytime she's pulled with such a down bad day, and turn all repulsively moody. How I wish at that particular moment, I could give her my best warmest embrace like she would. Sometimes I felt so useless and helpless being some companion of hers. Oh, ILOVEYOU, NORSHEELA FAHEEN(don't know enough if you do).