I felt cuss so badd.
After reading your post.
I'm sorry. Thank you.
Guess that's the word after all.
Honestly, I've been ranting and ranting about it since Friday and still couldn't stop even during the Honours Day. Goo. You made me go haywire you know.
I wish that you could really, ohyouknow, make it better. I want something warm, not really a something, but just a little good little wish, would just make up for yesterday. I grr-ly swear.
Yesterday, Saturday, 22nd of August, was supposedly to be my Happy Birthday. However it turns out the opposite. Everything just ruined my day(with exceptional of the Honours Day moment and times spared with Sheela&Maria after that. Duhh of course), and instead whatt a day to celebrate my 14th birthday.
However much sad the day turns out to be, and how it flips back on me(hard), I told myself not to give myself a teardrop on "my day", but I couldn't help it. I cried right in the car when mum says those things which hurts me, big time, a lot. I know I'm helplessly being one such typical selfish individual, but isn't it mutual for a 14-year-old young lady to be picky and just a little more more than I am during her 14th Birthday?!
It just hurts when everything you hoped for long, was demolished, like a knife penetrating through your heart.
Plus minus with that, you just is one factor. But you are unconscious, sad to know.
Urgh. Whatever with my BirthDay.
Pathetic as you can say.

The Honours Day thingy went on pretty smoothly.
I couldn't believe that we turned it into a great success. Indeed.
I was asked to be with Tiffany and SiHui for prize giving, and ushering in the Theatrete and things like that. I must frankly admit that it was indeed a great great great experience(for ushering and handing the cuss heavy weighing prize trophies and all to the teachers and the GuestOfHonour) I had.
Yes, I(I mean, we) need to stand for like half an hour, in a steady "professional" posture, orelse, you get a pain neck from Mrs Kok.

-The Previous Day-
After the dismissal bell rang, had to rush to the Councillor Room for a briefing for the next day's Honours Day.
Then, left for an hour Choir rehearsal. I was SO not doing the warm-ups and all properly(sorry_) due to the fact that I was freaking so scared that Ms Grace might give me her used typical stares cause I have been consecutively skipping Friday rehearsals, where she is concerned most.
I kept checking the time, whether its 2:25PM already or not, so frequent that my notes were sung all, any how.
I was very so worried when Sheela didn't came in the Music Room after 1:30, because then I'd be the only when leaving(so awkward). When its time to go, I informed Mr Lee and headed to (I don't know actually. Forgot. Hah.) 2nd floor, and happens to find Sheela&Maria. We then head to the theathrete and almost everyone's there.

Me, Sheela and Maria helped Mdm ElenaChong to carry boxes of those prizes up to thr Theathrete from the Mrs Kok's office(eh, we got to go in the principal's office eh. hah, like nobody did. but heh, great feeling oh).

After which, we are needed to unpack those prizes. I felt so honoured getting hold each of every(well not all) of those prizes, especially those gigantic ones. WHOA.
Then, Mrs Kok came in and we started the rehearsal. It was approximately 4PM by then.
Pity Sheela and Maria, they had to re-do their speeches. Sigh, Mrs Kok.
Everything took quite some time for us to familiarize with the order of giving the prizes. Tiffany, SiHui really worked fast. Mrs Kok was doing her commenty says about this and that and we end everything by 6PM.
Me, Sheela and Maria then headed to causeway's KFC and bought a 14dollar meal, and had our fill before heading home.
I slept at 9 eh that Friday night. The earliest hour, probably I've ever slept this semester. Hah.

-The Day-
Its the first day of Ramadhan and I was, as well, excited for the Honours Day. Woke up at 3:45AM to had my sahur before the others. I didn't get to bed after that. I bathed and get dressed in my uniform, my difficult-to-handle fringe, and my overall attire.
Meet up with Sheela and Maria at Admiralty by 7:15AM and walked to school.
Reach there, place our bags in the Theathrete and wait for the teachers to come. And we started the last minute rehearsal. Everything went pretty well, indeed. Great effort from everyone, I must say.
After everything was over. It was the refreshment hour and everyone head to the hall. Of course we didn't get any bite or sip. We're fasting, duhuh.
The 3 of us was like parading around the school, with our blazzers on. Thirsty, hungry as we are, we still continue lingering around the hall. Though, I must admit there WERE pretty hot male graduants, but I wasn't just interested(SHEELA, NOTE!). Hah.
They were SO different from the picture taken last year than the person you face in face now. A major different, I meant.
After everything, we headed to RL to borrow books. Hah, like finally(I've paid my book fines. Lol. After so long.)
We(okay me) were so crazy about selecting the best 4books, since its the maximum we could borrow at this period.
Said our final goodbyes and head home.
It was a crazy dayy. And I love it, much much.
Except for the after.

Well. That'll be all.
I'm hitting the books now. Revision time.
Bye, I love you. You know you.

P.S. Special thanks to Sheela(for your one adorable Teddy), Asyura(for that prism-patts mobile holder), Rano(for the toothless bunny and a carved necklace, which I already have, anw) and Syafiq(for your wonderful well wishes on your b-post).
P.S.S. Selena finally opens up to know which guy is hot, which is not. Hah. She's soon going to have a Moon Day, I bet. Goo, but that guy was hot(care not, though).
P.S.S.S. I didn't mean that silly. But its okayy. I'm just sorry):
P.S.S.S.S. I look ugh-lee in headband. TOTALLY. VERY. SO.