I don't get it. I just don't.
How does man's ego worth so much that you have to keep you pride in mind?
Well its been a week already.
Still no news.
OH, I hate the despair part of me. Always the endless sighs.

I just missed you la.
Why do you have to be so perfectly nice to me and makes me change the order of my love but then leave me hanging alone in the lurch like this?
I barely knew anything about you know. Not anymore.
God, why does all good things have to be temporarily brief? Why does it always be me who experienced a recurrent short-lived happiness? Why does everytime I felt that I'm ready for the new light ahead, you just have to blow the candles off and leave me in deep darkness-again-?
Why must all the minus things be dumped to an already-dumb-14-year-old-me?
Why can't just for once I stay in an eternity happiness without You to take it away from me?

No answers, no responses, no replies.
Just like what he did to me.

Sad huh?
The storyline of my life?

Utmostly.