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♡ silence has become my replacement.
Saturday, October 17, 2009, 2:58 PM
Finally the weekend.
The journey of being a 15 year old have been awfully grievous. I can't imagine where I'd be next year. Sigh.
My head's throbbing thinking of all this things. UGH.
Why must the clock ticks so fast at moments I just want to stay in the present?
Why does God have to make things so selective?
And, WHY MUST THERE BE SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS HAD TO MIX IN WITH THE MATTERS THAT'S ALREADY WORST?!
I'm getting sick of handling of this things pathetically alone.
God.
I don't want to leave 2009 too fast.

Woke up at 9.
Continued reading TheJulietClub. I've been spending almost 2hours still thinking about last night. Bathed only then at 11.
Been in the room the entire day cause I can't bare to walk around. My soles hurt so bad. I have no idea what's the cause but it sure does IS hurting my right legs that I'm limping.
There's no KUMON today due to Deepavali. So, I had the rest of the day to myself.
Well, I shall be reading TheJulietClub now instead of drowning myself in deep sorrows.

Daa, blov-vers