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♡ and I don't need another lover, cause it would be another wasted infatuation.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 1:42 AM
"Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had
Well, I'll always be the best you never had."
That words have gone history. And I ain't regretting it. At least I know, I have not.

It's 1:34 in the morning. It seems that I can't to go to sleep - yet. As much as my body has been begging me to, my brain controls it all. I'm pretty caught up with something that's been bothering me lately and truth is, it's difficult evitting it.

What am I actually doing with my holidays, GOD? I've just been passing it day by day, paticularly doing nothing peculiarly meaningful, much less, interesting. Whayy, and I'm actually just waiting to buy my books, in attempt to start early reading.
But it's really s-with-a-3-letter-strung-behind-,-you-know-what, when you're in the most pathetic condition.
Plus, I just got to know that we won't be going for a vacation anywhere. Credit goes to my sister.
Sigh, ah, well. Life's like this, well for me at least.
I might as well take it with positivity, or just end it.

Now, I've learnt to put up with a smile at the worst situation, cause thinking of you guys is an eternal bliss.