What was I thinking?
I even asked Crista and Josh, ones whom I'm a stranger to, about it. Dang, lord, its embarrassing.
Maybe I don't have to straight things out; maybe, in fact, there's nothing to, anyway; or maybe I just let things go by the flow. Well, but still, it's "maybes" we're talking here. I really can't be siding on probability, cause it's a risk considered it ain't even close to possibility.
Oh, God, in acknowledgment to your presence, please let things go back to where it's supposed to be.
Maybe, what Nicholas said was not entirely untrue. I can vow to myself to not to fall in love in my next 7 years of my lifespan, that's how the brain works: orders, but I will never know if that will happen in that period of 7 years, cause that's how the heart works: loves.

Otis Rush once said, 'A guy will promise you the world and give you nothin', and that's the blues.'