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♡ positivity: i hope you know this ain't easy, okay?
Thursday, December 24, 2009, 7:16 PM
God. I'm having this fear feeling coming up again. Suddenly I feel like I might actually barf up right in front of this screen. The queasy feeling inside. The uneased mind, heavy stomach aching. Particularly everything. It's not that I've not done any of my homework or anything particular to do that. It's the feeling back when I was 12, countdown-ing to the days till im 13, into a freshman of intermediate school.
Okay, okay. I'm breathing. In... and... out...
Ahh, I just can't do it, okay okay okay? Easy for some of you to say cause no one, yes NO EVER ONE is going to be in my position. AHHHHH, shut up okay, Fina. Stop being such a girl.
Just face it, like you normally do. Be yourself, yes, be truly yourself, and everything is going to be perfectly fine. Just keep your guard off the shore, keep your mind to one reason, and stay positive. YEAH RIGHT. As if I'm that greaat.
Okay cool, down. Stay positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive.