Cuss it. The feeling's back.
Honestly honestly honestly, I'm deciding it to go as far far far away.
I don't don't don't want to have this feeling againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Why do you guys always create such a fairytale opening but give such a hateful endings?
Blov-vers, tell me, what am a 14 helpless year old teenager am supposed to do to face herrr idiotest feelings.

LORD. I can't believe I spent the last hour wasting my tears upon re-reading back his message archives for me. I really hate being such a fickle little brattttttt.

Before, we used to chat as longest as 5hours till after midnight, till even our eyes are wearing out.
Before, we even hesitate to say byes to each other.
Before, you even remembered not to sent me 'goodbyes' but a 'bye' instead because I told you it meant forever goodbye.
Before, you even said we haven't chat for the longest time when we just did 2 days ago.
Before, you never fail to give me little icons that just, have to make my day.
Before, you used to care so much. Over-cared I meant.
Before, I remembered still how you used to fight for your points and reasons for me to and not to gave you the points.
But now, we didn't even chat for any single second.
But now, we didn't even get to say goodbyes.
But now, we almost didn't even talk for 3 hella months.


How am I supposed to face this feeling?
How am I supposed to forget everything beautiful as this that you've given me once, just like that?
HOW? HOW? HOW???????????????
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Original credits and inspiration: Zena.
P.S. Zenaaa, I can't fight this feeling either): And I hate myself for that.
P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.S. I hate hate hate admitting that

I MISS YOU

A MIGHTY MIGHTY MIGHTY FISH.

Goodbye.