I HATE MY LIFE, I HATEEEEEEEEEE EVERYTHING. IT'S LIKE DAYS AND DAYS ARE PASSING BY, AND I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL HELPLESS PERSON TRYING TO LIVE OFF HER YOUTH YEARS WITH DANG POSITIVITY.
I AM PISS.
PISS AT ANYONE BUT MYSELF. WHY AM I SUCH AN IDIOT? I DON'T ASK TO HAVE A SAD LIFE, I NEVER WANT TO. BUT CIRCUMSTANCES AROUND ME FORCED ME TO.
I DON'T HAVE THE GUTS TO TELL YOU THIS IDIOT PROBLEM OF MINE CAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN REALLY SO HAPPY, AND I DON'T WISH TO RUIN IT JUST LIKE THAT.
I HATEE HOW MY IDIOT SELF STILL CAN'T OVER THIS SAD FEELING.
WHATEVER THAT HAPPENED TODAY, SEEM TO OCCUR ALMOST EVERY OTHER DAY I'VE LIVED, EXCEPT IT'S A LITTLE MORE HURTING.
AND DON'T TELL ME ANYTHING OR EVEN SOMETHING ABOUT LOVE, IF YOU SIMPLY USED IT OUT OF OBLIGATION AND NOT DANG DANG DANG AFFECTION.

I. AM. JUST. TOO. PISS.
FINA. SHUT. UP.

Why am I just so stupid? )':