I had a good - really good - afternoon nap just now. And now I'm kinda feeling hungover. I sat silently on my bed, in my just-woken-up state, thinking what I am to do next.
Homework, I asked, is so so so a totally MUST-DO factor. But I'm still in a state of adapting to self-consciousness that I have actually woke up *slaps slaps*. Mygod. I know I can be such a bum. But blame not on me cause today was pretty a day, I shall put. A lot of changing and bending of classes. That was why.
I made a big boo-boo in F&N today, another reason to add on.
Nowadays, it feels like you have to literally drag me out of my bed to get me to school. It feels really tiring to be in school now. I guess my long-period mood has return back in me. Ah, I have to stay strong. Both feet standing on the ground without any hesitant to collapse.
Yes. Fina, stay focus. This year is crucial. Remember those them promises you to make to yourself and some many other important people of your loves. Yes, if you can't uphold the promise any longer, just think of them. (And that just reminds me of something). Stop procrastinating. Really, just stop. Orelse. The consequences are beyond what you will have to cover later.

You know I am trying. Please just understand for the time being that I need just a little more time to adapt to, everything. Cause revolving from a world of happiness to another world teem of messiness, I got to get my weapons ready. Early. Yet, I'm still struggling at stage one of the game.

SOMEBODY. JUST. HELP. ME.