



♡ i know it's a rhetorical question, but i need an answer now.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010, 8:49 PM
Things don't always change with a bang.
Sometimes they change so gradually that you can't clearly pinpoint the last moment they were truly the same.
Now change is merely everywhere.
& I'm telling you this. I loathe it.
D, I miss you. Why does it feels like a friendship we promised felt so brief? Why does the year of our bliss ends so fast? God. You know I love you. As my one dear dear dear friend. I can't take the blow. I can't take the blow when you turn your head away from me. It might be a minor thing for you. Not for me, my friend. You know it yourself that I take promises as something big. Yet you're doing things that you know makes me ... hate you. You're my one best friend I told myself are my one few reason why I'm putting on smiles each and every other day. But why do you have to put me in such a harsh position. Or, is it just me or you're just avoiding me?
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SYARAFINA. A penultimate Leo. 16, real triple mutliple soon.
I'm a big-time procrastinator. But hey, procrastinators enjoy life more than anyone, because they don’t worry and they still meet the
deadline. I'm weird, I run into things, I spill food, I trip, I scream about random stuff. I obviously don't have it all together.
But I like it that way. I just want to live a life without worries, where I can be me without fear of being judged. I want to let go of the past, live in
the present, and dream of the future. I don’t wish to be everything to everyone, but it would be lovely to be something to someone.
Got a problem with me? Solve it. Think I’m trippin’? Tie my shoes. Can’t stand me? Sit your butt back down. Can’t face me? Turn around. Getting tired of
me? Take a nap.
Blov-vers are as dearly loved as possible -_*
Ps/ Note to self: I think I’ll go anti-love. Really, who needs it? Butterflies in the tummy, heart skipping beats… that can’t be safe.