I’m partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing. Sometimes I think we’re all trying to be shadows of each other…
God. I gave my biggest thank Yous to you, honestly, sincerely and dearly for giving me this wonderful gift. You know that I've not been really revising much on my work days before the test. You know that I've been neglecting and procrastinating a lot lately on my studies. Yet, you give me an un-deserved results. I am grateful to you. Really. Though it's just a passing A grade, I
AM grateful. To you. I'll send my best promises that I'll honestly work hard starting from this moment and not be dependent on you to draw "luck lots" for me. God, I will cause I dearly love You.
Yea, I get an .............................................................................
A for my ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS and I've been freaking out for the past 32 hours before the result is released.
My Gosh. I swear, I totally break down after that. Trying to control my mental break down but, dear tears just flow out neutrally. HA HA. And I actually passed for struggling the night before and do last minute revisions.
OH. MY. GOD. I know right.
Okay enough about being so
compassionate about my A-Math result.
After school, head to Admiralty with Illya & Haizan to grab a bite/ let time pass(cause we're actually finding ways to do for the 2-hour interval before the A.A.R.). I don't remember the last time I'd ate at McD, but I remember it was at least a month ago. HAH. Afterward, me and Illya head back to school.
As soon as we're done, accompany Emily to study in the library. Spent an hour doing our respective necessary things and another hour, for P&T(pour&tell) sessions.
Emily dear(L), sometimes the hardest thing in life is knowing what bridge to cross and what bridge to burn. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If it didn’t, everything that happens to us is completely meaningless and that tact is just lying for adults. Sometimes, in order to possess happiness you gotta to learn to let go of that wild feelings your intuition tells you. Cause, who knows that's what that do harm to you.
Love to one and all.
Fina signing out.