I always get scolded for no reason, at the wrong time, place, with the wrong audience that is enough to humiliate me. And for no reason, too, I never ever did stand up for myself. But cried. In discreet. I'm such a weakling, I know right.

Sigh.
But no matter how much we fought, and cause war in the house, the thing is, WE STILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER. And that's never going to change :D

No matter how hard I've tried, at the end of the day I still have nobody.
God.

P.S. The feelings has always been there. It's either you hide from it, or you face it. I don't care what other people thinks, but it's what from you that matters. I've always thought you as a life-accompanist, as a shoulder to lean on, as a pair of listening ears to hear me out. But before I knew it, you ran away. Away from all those responsibilities, which initially it was YOU who initiates it all.
Maybe it was just me and my wild thinking. Or could I possibly be right? *shakes head*. I hate it when you cause me confused like this. You ignored me. You threw away your looks from me. You gave me the cold shoulder, cold greetings and cold replies. But you know what, I actually still do love you, best friend ♥
P.P.P.P.P.S. EMILY, YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT  ^.^