I'm sorry I bugged you out a moment ago. It wasn't intentional. Well, ironically, yes. 
I don't want to make it seems as though I'm just tagger and mere just following orders. For once, to someone, I want to be a rebellious teenager. If that is strong enough to make you stay. I want, for once, to be someone I might be 10-20 years down the road from now. I want, for once, have someone to love me not only for my plus sides, but for my "foresee" negative sides. I want, for once, to be love unconditionally without the clear reasons because deep down, I know love is sincere and you don't need valid explanations for those. 
I hate to admit it but I want, for once, to be those ugly characters mentioned, and you truly love me.


Hah, I wonder how I could really come up with that one. Pretty impressive huh? Well, for a flair thinker, I guess that should be my bare standard.
Ohwell. Just so you know. I've gone to sleep for since 5 to 7 pm just now. I fina-lee deduce to hibernating so as to pass time from getting overly bored and got everyone affected.

The me now, it's the minimal happiness.
I'm pretty happy, well in fact -VERY- that you were part of that happiness.