Getting top in a subject was not that much of a shock to me, but getting first in the class, was something I must say was pretty unthinkable in my secondary school life. My heart races and I started to feel a rush of temperature in my body, like I was going to get fever at any moment. I swear the minute it was announced, my heart felts like it suddenly came to a halt. Like a racing car trying to find a stop seeing the red light. Yeah, it was that scary. I weep a little and get a hug from  Mdm Saratha. It was a little bit too overwhelming for me.

But still this girl is not happy. Duh, of course. I deproved a lot. A lot from my CAs. And I felt sorry for myself. For being too complacent. Ahh.
During Mrs Kok's talk, I got a little drowsy, and my mood started to deteriorate. A tinge of sadness also came by. I felt rather disappointed on how the class did, overall. I don't like the fact where other people see us as the neutrally last express class. I don't like it that way. And boy, do you know how just that hurts a whole deep a lot. But I shall take Hafiz's advice in a optimist's point of view: we still have a semester more to prove. Well. I'm trying to do my very best, on my part, to help the class gain some place. MM. I know we can:D
Mum got me on my neck(seriously) after the briefing by rushing me to get the first queue. My god, how can they teach us the virtue of being patient, when they themselves are rushing on things(little) like this????!!!!
Then, I had to practically run with my head to and forth and search of classroom I'm supposed to be in. Ontheway, I don't know how, but both my mum and Hafiz's got caught in a mini conversation. Thank God, in lieu to that, my mum started to loosen up a bit :D
So I fina-lee got my turn.
But still, I got a lecture-ride. It is, dear so hard to please, to whom it may concerned, MY MUM. But I still have to be on the same side as my mum la. I mean positions doesn't really matter, that much. My L1R5 was a little bit too disappointing, on that part. I agree. I've been like gaining 5 marks than my CAs. And sure is that bad.
CONCLUSION: I shall make a new resolution for next terms': Imma gonna attain at least 10points and below for my L1R5. I'm sure impossible should be nothing.