I miss camp. Heaven, loads. My god.
True enough, I don't really know how to sum up this 5Day4Night Leadership Camp into a nice entry.

The first day was pretty much more of a "classroom" activities. Leader was Max. My team's TOOTOOs, together with HanLin, Rasyidah, ZhiGang, ZhongHao, Huda, Max, Kelly, Eunice, Danish, Amerlin, ShiHui, Kaisin. BUDDY-ED WITH HANLIN. Facil was Gerauld :D
We had Tug of War later in the afternoon. Awesome, I tell you. I admit that I went for the 2nd round only to see if I'm able to take up the difficulty level. True enough, the 1st round seem kinda tough but I managed to poach myself to go for the 2nd. I swear, first day already caused me to have bruises, aches and muscle cramps all over my body. But the results turned out to be worth it. My team won. YAY, TOOTOO, oh YEAHH!
Later at night, after dinner, Danish and the other 3 volunteered leaders were sent for panelling. Well done for HengTing because their team won. We got the last position. I'm sure Danish would have done well up there too. Well, what'd you expect? It was his first time doing the "enlisting".
Day 2, everyone's pretty much on Camp mood already. Got a little bit too excited for paintball.
I was on field twice only -the tryouts and the those-who-were-working-backstage rounds. Well, I thought the others are much better than I am in this, so I backed out. Well, gotta admit, I was laidback a little too much in this. ZhiGang led us in this. GUILT GUILT GUILT. I pity those who were in for the game rounds. Bruises were practically inevitable all over their body. AWHHHHHHHHH. Must have been hard on them. GAWD. My poor buddy got shot heaveanyeah a lot of times. AWWW AWWW POOR THING!
Our team won, and all the credits are for everyone, except me(THIS SENTENCE IS NOT JUSTIFICATION NOR SELF-BLAMING. IT'S A FACT = HONEST = FEEDBACK = SELF-REFLECTION = SELF-NOTING). Yeah, except meeeyyyyyy. Anyway, GOOD JOB TOOTOOs!
On the way back to our resort, I had a (relatively) "good" talk with mua buddy. God, HanLin are never generous in compliments and love to give me that kind of smirk. Hmph! Hhahahaa, he was one of those that did the team proud. Well, but of course. I saw those bruises myself. Poor thing. I love you buddy!
After dinner, we had this Feedback Session. I cried. Only my dear TOOTOOs understand why so. Hah, it was a good cry though. I managed to let off a lot of things. Thankss guys :D

The third day fina-lee came. 3RD DAY: ROPE DAY = "r" for responsibilities. Yes, I swear since from the sun rise till the sun sets, it's pretty much rope activities. Lol, organized muchhh. High elements in the afternoon.
Me, Kelly and Zhonghao were leaders for this.
I led the team for The Vertical Ascend. Sadly, only 6 of us get to gain the experience to climb up. And, duh, I wasn't one of the six. We gained 63 points in this. Salutes for ShiHui who managed to pull through, in her "unwell" state and chose to be blindfolded. CLAPS CLAPS. I participated in the flying fox. LOL. I didn't even get a point!!!
Treetop Challenge next. God. I'm soooooooooo not a Mastermind master la! We're moving pretty slow on this... I got it correct eventually! HanLin went up. Honestly, I actually do want to try out. I mean, it's a once in a lifetime thing. HanLin was just good at this(in fact, that dude, is pretty much good at everything), so it's kinda of no challenge for him. Dang it. Could have my chance up there. I was pretty much shouting and yelling up "transfer", "HanLin, you're okay", "come on HanLin", "speed up", "you're doing great", "careful". Yes, and I literally meant S H O U T I N G.
At the end of everything, everyone was tired and I got a little bit too moody. But HanLin cheered me up a little. AWWWW, SO SSWEEET. My buddyy. Hhahaha.
For dinner, we had seafood. Had a little buddy talk on the way to the restaurant. CONVINCING in action. Ah. Try convincing a mule head. That's how difficult to convince our dear HanLin. After a wonderful seafood dinner, we head to go for a fireflies boat trip. Most of us end up stargazing instead. There were like millions tons of them. So beautiful. Elegantly shining on the darkest canvas you called the sky. It was like the beautiful night ever. HanLin was pretty much engaged with conversations with Rasyidah, so I had a little more time on my own. Thinking about heavenyeah a lot of things that had happened when one moment, Rasyidah saw a shooting star and I had my head turned and wished for it. Wish for thingsss I'm dyingg to take place. To sum up the day, it was like heaven. I felt I could stay in that place for ever.

It was already the fourth day and my thighs and knees weren't really in a good state of health either. What was more, we're having our al-the-waiting 8 hour trekking at Mt. Panti. AHH.
Mounting up was tiring and I must admit, there were many junctures during the trekking-UP that I got a little less-motivated and felt like giving up. However, the team's spirit and my buddy's presence made me more than motivated to reach to the top. On our way up, I guess we're just too enthusiastic to echo every single thing that HanLin said. HAH. But as the trip gets longer, I guess, I just shut upp.Getting more tiring.
We fina-lee get up to the peak. It was a wonderful feeling.
We had lunch up there.
Trekking-DOWN was the best. Hah, I FELL 4 TIMES(or perhaps more)! HanLin left us, halfway D: Well, he had to. He's wanted! I was helpless without him. AAWWH, MY BUDDY! It was raining halfway. By then, our only goal is to reach the base before it gets darker. No choice we're already under the heavy rain.
My group was the last to get back to the resort. HanLin was already there by then. BBQ-ed.
The Legendary Night of exchanging jewels, wishes, hugs, and teardrops ♥

The last day turns out to be the ugliest day ever. FOR ME, at least.
Dip into the waterfall. I wasn't in any better mood. Kinda hate how's everything eventually coming to a stop then. How the camp ended abruptly like that time. Tried to hold back the tears.
Went Jusco afterward. Ate at Kenny Rogers with Sheela, Maria, Illya, Max, Deanna and Ms Lim :D
Spent like RM43 just on my lunch. The drink wasn't enough though it was Iced Vanilla Caffe Latte. I swear, I was like hunting for another one(cheaper that time) after we finished eating. YEAH, THAT THIRSTY. The "free time" was barely even 2 hours. I had a hard time trying to find things, possibly, GOOD FOOD to bring back Singapore. Sigh... End up, spent another RM5 on an Iced Coffee. AH, since my first step-in into Starbucks, iced coffees are like my best friend. Hhah.
Texted Hafiz the minute I got M1 signal :D Mygod, MISS HIM LA.
The bus ride home, I got a little nostalgic.
Everything's ending... No more TOOTOOs, no more Buddy Talk, no more Group Moments. No. More.
Kinda heavy to let all this go. 5days... That's how fast time flies.
I'mma missing this camp. The camp that opportunate me to voice out all that's been burying inside o' me. I'm happy glad, this camp got me a level higher to improving the weaker me were, before and brought me closer to certain people I barely even dare to smile to like my dearest buddy, HANLIN, ZhiGang anddddddddd, DEARRRR HUDA ♥

Memories of yesterday, I shall keep it for the reference in today ~