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♡ Endless Worries // My Hero.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010, 6:46 PM

I swear, the minute I came home, my mum was the first person I want to hug. For, I know, no matter how many different fights we went through, she'll never stop loving. For no matter how nasty her words could possibly turned out, I knew, deep inside, it's killing her. For no matter what happen, through odds, she'll still love me, all dearly. For, not cause she's my mother, but my hero♥

Today I realized one thing; even if, my friends are all bound to leave me(IF IF IF), even if "The Love of My Life" never sees me, even if they sky turns grey even when it's bright in the morning, even if the world turns upside down, even if, I had to leave everything, I think I'd be happy. If my mum's right there with me, with us. I wouldn't have to think of any other way to get through life without her. OHYEAH. She's THAT important to me. And I love her dearly as much much.

Kay. So. The day? MM, all that I can say is a jar of resentment, a cup of sorrow and a spoonful of joy. YEAHHHHHHHHHHH. For no good reason why, the higher proportionate goes to : a n g e r. Most of the things, angry at myself :@
Tuesday morning usuals. Meeting @ 7. For once, I had all my hopes up to a brand new day. But, :( :( :(, something(s) happened and my heart suddenly initiates to start giving up. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Head home early again today. Reject Sheela's invitation to watch Eclipse today. SORRRRRYYYYYYY LALA. The movie'd most probably end around 7++. And I don't want my first day for the week to have my mum's temperament level go up again, end up reaching home before 3...

Great. Choir tomorrow. Just received a text from Ms Grace. Another thing to worry for. Sigh.

<3!