HERSHEYS'♥
My Saturday finally feels fruitful :D
Mum woke me up at 7. I delayed a lot of times, so I fina-lee decided on settling to wake up by 7. Got ready and mum sent me to Civic. Waited for Liana and the rest to come with Haizan :)
After the registration and all of admin matters all settled, we tour around Causeway before starting to get tired and yearning for a place to just pass time. Finally, we decided on Starbucks♥.
Everything pretty much ended by 11am. Chances of me winning might not be there, but ohwell, I guess I can still say there's a flinch of hope. Well, head home after struggling on borrowing 2 godforsaken library books with Liana.
Initial plan was to
rush home to shower, get changed, take all my necessary stuff (ie. laptop etc) and head back to WRL for the English Project. But suddenly, all of the going back to WRL feels tiring. I suggested them to come over instead since there's no guarantee at that period, there'll be any seats left for us, anyway. Plus plus plus, free lunch would be provided. So, haha, a lot of poaching.
Esther came, followed by Hafiz.
Awkward awkward awkward moment when Hafiz finally came. We had the presentation slides partially ready before he arrived. So the awkward, didn't actually
turned out awkward eventually. Had a little, mini pour&tell session with them two. God, ranting rages to someone was especially a hard thing to do, but I've got no choice. GOTTA LET IT OUT ALREADY. IT'S BEEN A WEEK, FGS! Then, we did the slides and editing circa an hour plus plus before giving them lunch mum cooked. HEEEEEE. I swear, ESTHER'S ATTEMPT TO WASH THE DISHES: (lol) SO cuteeeeeeeeeee!
Then we continued on with the project and everything. Ohgosshhh, Hafizz seriously vandalized (but this version is but with my permission) my handbook !!!!!!!!!! HAHHAAHAHAAA. Parts of my October's pages were all-mostly, of his drawings. Hah. While he's with that, and Esther with the video-editing, I blasted some musics to break any more awkward silences.
Sadly, Esther had to leave soon since her parents were already waiting for her downstairs. After which, I got a little too restless cause I can't seem to be concentrating on the slides any longer lol. Hafiz: SELF-CONSCIOUS ALERT. Haha.
So my dad told me to go out to the dining table. We end up aborting the project work, and finally decided on what each of us are to do and all and started on A-Math. Coaching Hafiz A-Math, finally made me realized how much I, myself have to brush up too. GOOOH.
Hafiz left at 6.30 and I started eating cum snacking again. Even till now. God, I swearrrrrr. It's like endless eating for the day. Had chicken for breakfast, and another one for supper. How delightful. See if these prolongs for a month, you might see 3 of me-s. LOL. I'll be growing rapidly gah.
Kkk. I guess this should fit for the day. Whoa, finally, a full-length update. Ohyeah :D This week's been hectic enough. I want a simple bliss. At least Saturday brought me. Thanks, Hafiz, Esther <3
KAY, MUM, I'M SLEEPING ALREADY!!! STOP FEEDING ME WITH CHICKENS DAY & NIGHT. AHHHHHHHHH.
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BEST FRIEND:
I know lately, there's this lack of communication between us. Well, truthfully, it's not even "lack" anymore, its the ABSENCE OF COMMUNICATION. And I'm just telling ya this. I CANNOT, honestly, CANNOT stand your silence/ignorance. Really... cannot at all. If you had questions like who'd do I blame, I admit, it was me that was at fault. I started it all first. I initiate all this sudden silence and tension and everythingggggg. YES, ME ME ME. I know no amount of "sorrys" will ever going be any help now. I really thought you'd be there with me when I want to share this joy. This real joy. But, though you're there , your heart never were. I really have to apologize for this. I really don't mean to keep anything off you. It's just that, at this point of time, I don't think telling you the person is any much more appropriate. Trust me, bestfriend, one day, just one day, you'll understand and know it yourself :D Suddenly, all of the last year's bitter experience is starting to show signs of recurrence. I don't wish for it to happen. YOU'RE MY dear dear dear friend. I'll only be left with half of my heart beating if you're never there to support me through the thick and thins. What that really disappoint me lately is your pessimist attitude and your hypocrite self. Bestfriend, I'm sorry. I REALLY AM :( & Know what, I'd rather you shout, cursed or yelled at me rather than keeping silent like this cause hurtful words hurt feelings, but silence breaks my heart.