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Sunday, October 24, 2010, 7:57 PM
I can foresee that I will have a fabulous holiday ahead.
Not really much with 8 choir rehearsals coming up, but pretty much all with catching up with mama and esther. HAHAAA. I swear. Oh yeah, plus plus, esther have enrolled a pretty good job for both of us. I guess that should take up some of our time. I wouldn't be dying at home then! Hahaa. Ohhhh, and a lot of shopping together with her, buying concert tickets(heck yeah! We're going for a freaking concert next year la my god. Haha, Not quite a gugu-gaga fan of JB, but my best friend is! So ohwell, she did so much for me by sponsoring the ticket, so why not! Besides, Taylor Swift's coming to Singapore on February next year!!!!! Me and esther have pretty much plan to go for the front seats for more of the worth the its.)
Oh oh oh. Me and esther have plans for next year. Secret only us know. Heheee.
Besides, helloooooo, it's O level year next year. Which means no time for all this things anymore. So why freaking not make full use of it during the holidays.

P.s. I figured there's no reason I should keep at this sorrow state all the time. They say pain is inevitable and is of no choice. But suffering - it's definitely an option. So why waste all my youth years for someone or maybe some people who doesn't acknowledge much less appreciated me. Why go on fighting when it's clear enough it's no point waiting. This isn't words of surrendering in the battle. Ain't words of giving up. This is what they call, letting go. Cause dude, you never even was mine in the first place. I guess I've straighten my thought out and I'm pretty much contented with what you've left for me to clear up with. Hey you know it's not easy. By this, I'm not just losing you, I've lost my best friend. I truly think I have.